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fucking seriously! calvin pisses me off so damn much! this is like shit that happends on the tv, not in real life.
"i cant picture someone i like having sex with some one else. thats shitty to think about!" says trish.
"yeah that does suck." calvin says looking at me with his eyes wide for emphasis.
"well, if youre not realy with that person you cant expect much!" i say.
the whole fucking time in class he didnt say anything to me. fuck! this makes me so mad because i just wish we could be okay. im sitting here mad and angry that hes being like this but im willing to want to fix it. i wish he was just easy and delt with things easier. fucking a.
"i cant picture someone i like having sex with some one else. thats shitty to think about!" says trish.
"yeah that does suck." calvin says looking at me with his eyes wide for emphasis.
"well, if youre not realy with that person you cant expect much!" i say.
the whole fucking time in class he didnt say anything to me. fuck! this makes me so mad because i just wish we could be okay. im sitting here mad and angry that hes being like this but im willing to want to fix it. i wish he was just easy and delt with things easier. fucking a.