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guys are fucking stupid. and its not even the guys im trying to deal with, guys that are just my friends are all the fucking sudden trying to figure out what this crazy world means. darryl. what the fuck? i get this message from him about not being able to come over because it would make my boyfriend mad and he doesnt want that, because of what he would do. and then he calls me at like 8 in the morning while im at calvins house and leaves a message about how this would work out and trying to see if it would. to point this out, i dont know where the fuck hes coming up with all of this. he texted me again saying something about being wierd and i texted him back that i woudl call him to figure all this out. then he said something about he thinks too much. then ive been trying to hook sarah up with tim. i gave him her number and was like "give a call, shes fun." well when he gave me my shirt i gave him a side hug and put my head on his shoulder (dont laugh cause this is stupid) and today he asked me what that was supposed to mean. hes like "so what do you think of me as." i said a friend. what the fuck! i tol dhim i do that to everyone and hes like "well not even one of my girlfreinds has done that to me." sorry about that, i guess. just too damn weird. i dont know where they all get this. and i told tim that im wiling to do a double date thing so no one is uncomfortable and hes like "i thought your boyfriend isnt in town." i told him that i have people i can go out with. i dont know why i just dont say anythign to him. anyway, im off to get a brownie or something and tea. fuck i feel like shit, for the same reason i feel like shit every month. btu i was pretty damn happy at first. it was suppoed to happen a week ago and i was getting a little worried.