Feelings! What do?
Feelings! Feelings everywhere omg how do I even I can't! It's ok, though, they are happy feelings. They're everywhere, though. So many...
So, like, I know that I'm all supported and friends everywhere and stuff. Like, deep down even when I'm being a pissy little bitch I still sorta know that people care about me and stuff, it's just really nice to be reminded sometimes. Even better to be pleasantly surprised. Surprises everywhere!
Can't really explain myself because tired and sick and blah but all I can say is I'm glad I forced myself to leave the house and go see people even if I wasn't 100% sure I was even really welcome. Turns out I was 100% welcome and everyone likes me and I can do normal people things like share a drink with people and talk and laugh and stuff. So much laughing. So much relaxed. I have really missed hanging out with people like that. People who are interesting to listen to and who want to share ideas and are genuinely interested in who I am and what I'm about. Happy happy smile face tired need bed face hurts because sick bleh.
So, like, I know that I'm all supported and friends everywhere and stuff. Like, deep down even when I'm being a pissy little bitch I still sorta know that people care about me and stuff, it's just really nice to be reminded sometimes. Even better to be pleasantly surprised. Surprises everywhere!
Can't really explain myself because tired and sick and blah but all I can say is I'm glad I forced myself to leave the house and go see people even if I wasn't 100% sure I was even really welcome. Turns out I was 100% welcome and everyone likes me and I can do normal people things like share a drink with people and talk and laugh and stuff. So much laughing. So much relaxed. I have really missed hanging out with people like that. People who are interesting to listen to and who want to share ideas and are genuinely interested in who I am and what I'm about. Happy happy smile face tired need bed face hurts because sick bleh.