Betrayal is such an ugly word...
The blade of betrayal cuts both ways and thats not a threat, its a promise. These aren't vindictive words I speak out of spite, but remorse... pain... resentment that I don't think I'll be able to release for a long time. But then again its not my life you're fucking over. I've been through that shit. My sponsor was right. I don't need to put myself in those kinds of situations. It's not my responsibility to look out FOR SOMEONE I THOUGHT I COULD FUCKING TRUST! Someone for which my respect was spawned from false pretenses... You Fucking Lied To Me. Maybe I'm the selfish one, expecting too much from people... But all I expect is a little honesty, maybe a little decency and POSSIBLY EVEN just a LITTLE respect. And what do I get? Anger? Resentment? Fuck you. Fucking cokehead.