Brand New Cell Phone Up In Smoke... Literally
Buh. My brand new 250$ picture phone that I had for a total of 24 hours was melted into oblivion in the middle of a field. PJ started a fire... in the middle of a giant ass dry field... full of dead grass and leaves... yeah, he's a smart one. I lost my glasses to the flames as well... depressing. PJ lost his new jacket he got for Christmas... It was just a bad day man. Ugh... I had jus gotten a really cool wallpaper too. :( Oh well. I'm hangin' out with Gus, Caleb, Clayton, Turtle, Brian, maybe Christie and some other children today... we shall see how things go. I met a kid in my neighborhood that sells all kinds of interesting things... heh. I gotta go pick him up from work at noon. I went to Jay's house last night. That was fun. Alan called drunk as hell from Bear Creek Inn. Something about a hotel party... there was like a six pack left. I was like you called me to drive all the fuckin' way down to Hwy 6 and Clay for a six pack? The real reason he called was to get a ride for a sweet. Fuck that. Jay jus turned his phone off hah. I didn't get any sleep AT ALL last night. My mom walked in my room at 4:30 and was like MAH GO TO BED! Buh..
Ugh, soooo much drama lately. Why is it so hard to understand that I'm looking for an actual relationship, not some kind of fling with a guy who still can't stop thinking about his ex-"girlfriend" if that's what you want to call her. Eh, whatever. I need to work on being more direct about this sort of thing. I told Ariel I had a boy friend because I kind of paniced when he asked me out... I don't know why. He's an awesome guy though... I don't know what's wrong with me! Agh! I obsess over some guy and when he finally starts to come around... I completely lose interest. I can't even count the number of times that's happened. It's like after I "win them over" (for a complete lack of a better phrase) it's not captivating enough to hold my attention... like some stupid game I play with myself. I just said play with myself, hah! I don't know... maybe some deep rooted self esteem issues or something along those lines is to blame... Iunno... whatever. Party at my buddy/co-worker David's house on New Years!! I get to meet all his hot Columbian friends. Exxxcellent. Thats all for now...
Ugh, soooo much drama lately. Why is it so hard to understand that I'm looking for an actual relationship, not some kind of fling with a guy who still can't stop thinking about his ex-"girlfriend" if that's what you want to call her. Eh, whatever. I need to work on being more direct about this sort of thing. I told Ariel I had a boy friend because I kind of paniced when he asked me out... I don't know why. He's an awesome guy though... I don't know what's wrong with me! Agh! I obsess over some guy and when he finally starts to come around... I completely lose interest. I can't even count the number of times that's happened. It's like after I "win them over" (for a complete lack of a better phrase) it's not captivating enough to hold my attention... like some stupid game I play with myself. I just said play with myself, hah! I don't know... maybe some deep rooted self esteem issues or something along those lines is to blame... Iunno... whatever. Party at my buddy/co-worker David's house on New Years!! I get to meet all his hot Columbian friends. Exxxcellent. Thats all for now...