L'importance de sourir
Title: L'importance de sourir.
Author: ChevyPortia.
Genre: Drama, Romance, PG-13.
Pairing: YooSu.
Length: One Shot.
Synopsis: Love happens at the most unexpected situation.
YooChun was in the back room of a club getting mediocre blow job when he saw him. Everyone favourite boy-next-door. He watched as JunSu looked around the room wide-eyed as if he'd never been in a back room before. JunSu was with some guy and judging from their body language YooChun guessed they had just met that night. The guy was being pushy and JunSu was trying to politely decline, and the scene almost made YooChun want to laugh. JunSu was smiling and shaking his head no, obviously didn't know that a smile, especially one as cute as his, was just encouragement.
YooChun pushed the guy currently on his cock off and did a tuck and zip. He walked over to JunSu whose back was to him and threw his left arm over the younger's shoulders. He shoved the other guy away with his right hand. "He's not interested"
"He's interested, he's with -" The guy actually stood his ground. It didn't escape YooChun's attention that the guy didn't even know JunSu's name so he cut him off.
"JunSu dear, are you interested?" He looked down at JunSu, waiting for an answer, and noticed the boy's cheeks are a pretty shade of pink. No doubt he was embarrassed by being found in the back room of a gay club by a co-member.
JunSu answered with a quiet 'no, not really'. YooChun rolled his eyes. This boy would never learn.
"Yah! Say it like you mean it, JunSu, so this pushy SOB can hear you"
JunSu finally looked up and said firmly. "No, I'm not interested"
"Good, then we're done here" YooChun addressed the guy standing in front of them. He slid his hand to the small of JunSu's back and walked him out of the back room and out of the club. Once they were out, he dropped his hand. "I'll walk you to your car"
JunSu walked him to what had to be the darkest side street in Seoul. Did the boy have no sense of self preservation?
"Uh...thanks for that back there, YooChun"
"The next time you want to say 'no,' in a place like that, don't smile" At JunSu's look of confusion, YooChun elaborated. "You have a great smile. A guy could get the wrong idea and think you're smiling just for them. Mixed signals"
"Oh, yeah. Makes sense. I don't think I'll be back though. I mean, that was my first time. Have you been there before?"
"Every Thursday night"
"Oh. Well, I'm not even sure I'm...you know."
YooChun wanted to roll his eyes. Instead he pushed JunSu up against his car and kissed him. Just like YooChun knew he would, JunSu responded. A few seconds later he pulled away, his lips still centimeters from JunSu's. "You like that?"
JunSu didn't answer and YooChun decided to find out for himself. He brought his hand to the front of JunSu's jeans and could feel the hardness. "You like cock. Get over it"
"The next time you come here, there's a safe, well-lit street two blocks that way" YooChun pulled completely away and pointed to his left. "I'll see you around JunSu"
YooChun left a speechless JunSu to head back to his own car. As he was walking he couldn't help but think the boy was a pretty good kisser.
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YooChun was at the bar when he saw JunSu walk into the club that next Thursday. YooChun observed him, undisturbed. The boy was dressed better than he was last week. No, wait. JunSu looked more closely. No, the clothes were still ugly, the shirt too bright. But they were tighter, which was an improvement in YooChun's book. JunSu was lean. Muscular without being bulky. He had a swimmer's build, which only made YooChun think of JunSu in a Speedo dripping wet. Not a bad image.
JunSu started walking by without noticing YooChun. He couldn't let that happen. YooChun grabbed JunSu's wrist. "Hey, can I buy you a drink?"
JunSu turned to him with that big smile on his face. YooChun pulled JunSu closer to him and the bar. "Is that smile for me or are you just being polite?"
JunSu's smile doesn't falter. "It's for you, and I'll have a Corona"
YooChun turned back to the bar to order JunSu's drink. As they were waiting, JunSu's body was pressed into YooChun's by a group of thirsty clubbers. "Do you swim?"
"What?"
YooChun laughed at himself and shook his head. "Nevermind"
The bartender handed him JunSu's Corona. YooChun paid him and threw a few bills in the tip jar. He was about to hand JunSu his drink when someone on his other side started talking in his ear. A proposition. And wasn't that what he came here for? He turned around to get a look at the guy. A blond, a couple inches shorter than him. YooChun handed JunSu his drink.
"I'll see you around JunSu"
He walked to the back room, knowing the blond would follow. When he walked in, he saw it was business as usual. Guys up against walls doing more than YooChun had ever done in the small room. He'd never been into full-on public sex, and he didn't fuck people he didn't know. But when he was in between relationships, he'd usually visit to take the edge off. A man cannot survive on hand alone.
It wasn't long after Blondie got down on his knees and unzipped YooChun's jeans that YooChun saw JunSu walk in. He looked around the room before biting his lip and sitting on the sofa across from YooChun. He sat and watched. YooChun didn't mind an audience. He made eye contact and JunSu innocently licked his lips. YooChun couldn't say he would mind JunSu taking Blondie's place.
YooChun watched as some guy sat next to JunSu and whispered in his ear. JunSu nodded and the guy unzipped JunSu's pants and shoved his hands inside. All the while, JunSu was still maintaining eye contact with him. It looked as if that's as far as things were going to go. The guy started dropping kisses on JunSu's neck, and JunSu broke eye contact to pull away and look at the guy. YooChun could see JunSu talking. He shook his head no, without a trace of a smile on his face. Good boy. Someone learned his lesson.
JunSu returned YooChun's gaze with a hint of a smile on his face that made him want to come. When he actually did a minute later, it was to the image of JunSu's face mid-orgasm, lowered lashes, parted lips, flushed cheeks. YooChun's fingers tightened in the blond curls beneath them. He recovered faster then JunSu. His pants were zipped up and he was walking out of the room, while JunSu still sat on the sofa panting and fumbling with his zipper.
When YooChun got to his truck, he saw JunSu's car parked a few down from him and considered waiting, but thought better of it. He got in and drove off.
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YooChun was against the wall of the back room next week when JunSu entered. The guy on his knees in front of him hadn't unzipped his pants yet. He was kissing the flat area of skin above YooChun's low-slung jeans. It felt nice, but YooChun wished he would just get on with it already. He didn't come here for foreplay.
YooChun watched as JunSu made a beeline for him. JunSu leaned down to talk to the guy kneeling in front of him. YooChun could see that JunSu's grip was firm on the guy's shoulder, and he overheard the end of what JunSu said.
"...with me"
YooChun had to admit the boy had balls. But after working with him for two months now, YooChun knew JunSu didn't lack confidence or self-esteem. He might have been a little nervous that first time. But somewhere between the kiss they exchanged and the next time JunSu showed up, he'd gotten over it, just as YooChun had recommended.
YooChun realised that both men were looking at him to confirm or deny JunSu's claim. He took JunSu at the elbow and pulled him up so he was standing at full height next to him. He leaned down to tell the guy. "Sorry, maybe next time"
The guy rolled his eyes, got up, and walked off in a huff, leaving JunSu and YooChun with their own little piece of wall. YooChun turned so his left shoulder was resting against the wall and he was facing his co-member.
JunSu's eyes drifted down to his lips before reconnecting with his eyes. He leaned closer to ask 'you just being polite?' referring to YooChun's smile.
The idea made YooChun laugh out loud. "I don't think anyone's ever accused me of being polite"
JunSu leaned closer. "So it is for me"
YooChun wasn't expecting the kiss but it wasn't surprising either. He didn't have to think about responding, because he could at least admit to himself that he'd been thinking about their first kiss for the last two weeks. YooChun leaned his back against the wall and pulled JunSu against a front.
It didn't take long, but soon enough YooChun was rethinking his earlier thought about JunSu being a pretty good kisser. JunSu was the best kisser he'd ever kissed. He could feel them engaging in a little battle for control and he gave in because it felt good. JunSu felt good. JunSu's hands were resting on his chest. His groin settled against his. YooChun's hands were underneath the back of JunSu's shirt and moving up, though YooChun wanted to move them down, feel that cute ass that had been shaking on the dance floor when he first came into the club, but this wasn't the place.
JunSu pulled away from the kiss and moves down, using his lips and tongue on YooChun's jaw, neck, on the skin bared by his partly unbuttoned shirt. JunSu's knee was an inch from the ground when YooChun realised what he was about to do.
His reaction was immediate. He pulled JunSu upright by the elbow and dragged him out of the back room, out of the club. As soon as they were out of the club, JunSu pushed him away roughly. "What the fuck are you doing?"
"What the fuck were you doing?" YooChun spun JunSu around and turned away to walk back to his car. He could hear JunSu start to follow him and mutter under his breath.
"I think it was pretty obvious what I was doing"
"You're not going back?"
"After you just dragged me out?" JunSu huffed. "How embarrassing"
YooChun rolled his eyes. "Stop walking behind me. It's annoying"
JunSu caught up with him and gave YooChun a fake grin. "Better?"
He ignored the sarcasm. "Much. I wasn't pissed about the kiss, you know"
It was JunSu's turn to roll his eyes. "Yeah, that was pretty obvious YooChun"
They had made it to YooChun's car. He walked around to the passenger side and opened the door. "Get in the car, JunSu"
The younger man looked like he was about to object, so YooChun added a sincere 'please'.
JunSu got in. YooChun walked to his side of the car and got in too, starting the car and driving toward his place. He considered turning on some music but thought better of it. The only sounds in the car were YooChun and JunSu breathing. JunSu was still sulking in the passenger seat, which pissed YooChun off a little bit. YooChun had only pulled JunSu out of there for his own good.
"You just don't get down on your knees in the back room, JunSu"
JunSu actually glared at him. "Actually, I've seen a lot of guys doing just that, YooChun"
YooChun glanced at him before turning back to the road. "Well, you're not a lot of guys"
The rest of the car ride was silent. YooChun pulled his car into his parking spot. JunSu was still sitting there with a frown on his face. YooChun leaned over and pressed a kiss to the side of his mouth. "This is my place. You wanna come up?"
JunSu's mouth loosened a bit but he didn't say anything. Instead he stepped out of the car and waited for YooChun to get out and lead the way.
When they got upstairs, YooChun toed off his shoes next to the door and JunSu followed suit. YooChun went to his stereo to find some music, while JunSu walked around looking at the various pictures on the wall. He had just chosen a CD, when he heard his fridge open.
JunSu was making himself comfortable. He was adjusting the volume when he felt something cold touch his forearm. He looked behind him to see JunSu offering him a beer while sipping on his own. YooChun took it from JunSu's hand and turned it up, taking a long pull from the bottle.
"Thanks"
He took JunSu's hand in his and led him into his bedroom. He sat down on the bed and put his bottle on the nightstand. He took JunSu's from his hand and placed it beside his. JunSu was standing between his spread knees. He reached up, bringing JunSu's face and lips closer to his. He brushed his lips across JunSu's cheek.
When his lips touch JunSu's, he heard and felt moan into the kiss. JunSu's kiss was a little rough, biting, sucking. YooChun looked up surprised when he ended up flat on his back. JunSu just smiled above him and straddled his hips and started unbuttoning his shirt, kissing bared skin along the way.
YooChun sat upright to finish taking it off. JunSu was in his lap now, close enough to kiss, which he did right before pulling JunSu's tight t-shirt over his head. YooChun grabbed the hips and pulled him closer so JunSu's ass was resting against his erection and their torsos were centimeters from touching. And there was something YooChun just had to know.
"Were you just playing at that whole innocent bit at the club that night?"
JunSu gave him a small private smile, a smile YooChun was sure not a lot of people got to see. He could get used to JunSu smiling just for him.
"Oh, I was innocent. But I read a little, watched a lot..." JunSu threw his arms over YooChun's shoulders and leaned impossibly closer and kissed YooChun's stubbled jaw before leaning up to whisper in his ear. "Are you going to freak out again if I try to blow you?"
"It's just you and me in here. You can do whatever you want"
"Good, because I want to blow you" JunSu pushed YooChun down on the bed.
There was no doubt in his mind that this was JunSu's first time. He was a little hesitant. His teeth brushed against YooChun a few times. His movements weren't completely coordinated. YooChun also had no doubt that JunSu would be amazing with a little experience. It didn't take long. What's that saying? What he lacked in experience, he made up for in enthusiasm. Something like that.
JunSu crawled up the bed until he was lying next to him. "So, how was I?"
"You were good"
That wasn't good enough for JunSu. "A to F, how would you grade me?"
YooChun thought about it for a second. "You'd get a solid B"
"You know, I was an A student all through school"
"Maybe you need a little tutoring in this subject"
"Are you offering lessons?"
YooChun answered with a question. "Are you interested?"
"Maybe"
YooChun laughed and took JunSu's mouth in another kiss, while his hand drifted to his jeans. He unbuttoned them. Unzipped them, and squeezed his hand in the tight jeans. JunSu wasn't wearing underwear and almost immediately started thrusting into his closed palm. He used his other hand to hold JunSu close and continued the kiss that JunSu was only half participating in, too focused on YooChun's hand and his own thrusting.
It didn't take long. Soon enough JunSu was spilling into YooChun's hand and his own jeans. A simple 'Oh, fuck' groaned into YooChun's mouth. He waited until JunSu calmed down before pulling away, reaching for his nightstand with his clean hand. He took a towel he kept in the top drawer specifically for this reason and wiped his hand. When he looked back to JunSu, he found him already falling asleep.
YooChun started pulling down JunSu's jeans. JunSu responded with a sleep slurred "Wanna go again?"
"I don't think you're up to it" He'd gotten JunSu's jeans off and was wiping him off with the towel. The younger man didn't even stir.
"Haven't slept yet, since practice"
YooChun went to his dresser to find something for JunSu to wear and found a pair of basketball shorts. They were too big for him, but YooChun tightened the drawstring as best he could. As soon as he was done dressing JunSu, the younger man took a pillow to place under his head and curled up in YooChun's bed.
YooChun watched him sleep for a minute before turning off the light and shutting the door. He was still a little wired. He started a load of laundry before settling down on the sofa to catch up on some shows he DVR'd during the week. He was halfway through the second one when JunSu came wandering out with the blanket from YooChun's bed wrapped around his shoulders.
JunSu sat himself on the sofa sideways, his back leaning against the arm rest, his legs bent at an odd angle to keep from intruding on YooChun's space. YooChun took his ankles in hand and stretched his legs out so they were resting across his lap.
They were quiet for awhile until JunSu let out a pleasant sigh. YooChun had started absently rubbing his ankles and lower legs, shins and calfs. "You give foot massages?"
"I usually reserve that for special guests"
JunSu smiled. "You saying I'm not special?"
"Never said that" YooChun started using his thumbs to rub small circles on the soles of his right foot.
JunSu relaxed further into the sofa. "I think you missed your calling. You could have been a masseuse"
YooChun corrected him. "Masseur. I used to make a living off it. I did it for awhile. I had a lot of odd jobs"
"Did you like it?"
YooChun laughed at the memory. "Hell no. I went in thinking I'd get to feel up on attractive people. Turns out most of my clients were old, overweight, sweaty men"
JunSu noticed the lack of a pronoun in the earlier part of his statement. It answered a question he'd been dying to ask. "You know, I never figured you for bi?"
He moved closer to YooChun, so his feet were out of his lap and planted firmly on the other side YooChun's body. He bent his knees so he could rest his arms and head on them. The position put him closer to YooChun, which was his only objective.
"I'm not surprised. I like keeping work and my social life separate"
"Does anyone else know?"
YooChun shrugged his shoulders. "ChangMin probably does. He's observant like that. JaeJoong will probably find out eventually. We've started hanging out a lot more"
"So, I'm the only one that really knows?"
"Yeah"
"I guess I shouldn't run telling everyone about the awesome hand-jobs Park YooChun gives"
"You can do whatever you want. I'd appreciate it if you didn't though. I don't have any problems with who I am. If you told your friends, I wouldn't care. I'd just like to keep work as uncomplicated as possible. Does that make any sense?"
JunSu nodded. He made eye contact with YooChun when he felt a hand creeping up the leg of his borrowed shorts.
"You know, the handjob I gave you was pretty awful. I can do a lot better"
JunSu smiled in interest. "Prove it"
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After a few weeks, things worked like clockwork. On Wednesday nights JunSu stopped by his apartment for a quickie. He picked JunSu up Thursday and they went back to his apartment for a slow morning fuck. They parted ways for the afternoon for YooChun to catch up on errands and to hang out with his friends. And JunSu to do whatever it was that JunSu did when he wasn't with YooChun, or pining away for YooChun, which YooChun liked to think JunSu did a lot of.
Thursday nights they met at the club. They would dance for awhile, have some drinks, and play around in the back room for a few minutes before going back to his place for an all night fuck...or fucks...whatever you wanted to call them. Thursday's were their favourite nights, because they usually ended with plenty of orgasms had by all parties involved.
On Friday mornings, JunSu usually took the time to grab a bite to eat and watch some cartoons at YooChun's place. They would talk about work, sports, music, family, and whatever other subjects happened to come up until mid-afternoon when JunSu headed back to his football practice. YooChun went for dance practice on Friday night. JunSu went Saturday night. And they repeated the process the next weekend.
Things were good in YooChun's book. JunSu was a great lay and not bad company. Things were nice and casual. He was thinking about the little system as he stood a few feet from the bar, waiting for JunSu to get back with his beer.
"If it isn't Micky Park"
YooChun recognised the voice immediately and turned around to greet his old friend. "Luke, man, how's it going?"
"Good, good. You finally settle down? You being in this place, I guess not"
"Yeah, yeah. You know me. Still single"
At that moment, JunSu handed YooChun his beer. When he turned back to old friend, he saw that Luke's partner Ronnie had found him. "Apparently it's past our bedtime. It was good seeing you Micky. Give me a call tomorrow. We can catch up"
An hour later, JunSu was sprawled nude half on top of YooChun when he finally asked. "So you're single?"
YooChun's brow furrowed in confusion. "Yeah?"
"So, you and me. We're...?"
"Just because we're fucking doesn't mean we're together" YooChun sat up, ready to leave the bed and get dressed. "We're both still free to do whatever we want"
He was expecting JunSu to get angry or upset. He didn't expect for the younger to throw his arms around his neck from behind and start placing kisses on his neck. He wasn't expecting JunSu to ask.."Well, do you wanna go again?"
"Uh...sure?" YooChun was still trying to figure out why he was a little disappointed that JunSu wasn't upset by their non-relationship status.
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YooChun spotted JunSu easily when he walked into the club on Thursday night. There was no doubt in YooChun's mind that JunSu was trying to make him jealous now. After their conversation last week, all of a sudden JunSu was playing hard to get. He was busy with his friends and catching some other plans. His 'other plans' just happened to be at the club YooChun went to every single Thursday..
YooChun watched JunSu unobserved from the bar. He was standing against a wall with what looked to be a couple of friends. There was a fourth guy in the group that he suspected JunSu had just met that night. The younger was leaning in, smiling, touching...and YooChun had seen enough.
Someone approached him just in time too. A tall red head. YooChun approved and started walking toward the back room. Tall red head was just unzipping his pants when JunSu walked in with the short blond he had been chatting up on the dance floor. YooChun took the time to zip up his pants before walking over to JunSu, grabbing his wrist and dragging him out of the back room and club...again. He vaguely heard JunSu apologise to Blondie and his friends on the way out.
When they got out of the club, JunSu pulled away from YooChun's grasp. "What the fuck is your thing with pulling me out of clubs?"
"What the hell were you doing in there?"
"Don't ask me stupid questions, YooChun. I'm pissed"
"You were just gonna take some stranger to the back room?"
"Look who's talking!" JunSu turned around and continued walking. "I was meeting new people"
"So, you cancelled our plans to 'meet new people?'"
They had reached JunSu's car. He leaned against the side of it, his arms folded over his chest. "No. I cancelled our plans to hang out with my friends. Meeting new people happens"
"Right" YooChun nodded. He looked down the near-empty street before returning his gaze to JunSu. He took a deep breath and calmed down. "Well, since I ruined your opportunity to meet new people, you have any time to hang out with this old person tonight?"
JunSu couldn't stop the corner of his mouth from turning up. "I might"
"Might? You need a little incentive?"
"Couldn't hurt"
YooChun stepped into JunSu's personal space and took his mouth in a hungry kiss. In no time, his hands had found the bare skin of JunSu's lower back and were moving lower before JunSu pushed him away.
"You know, the sex was awesome, as usual. But I'm still a little pissed about that stunt you pulled last week. I like you, like you a whole lot. I like the sex and the conversation and the company. But, you seem to be a little confused. We're either together or we aren't. And if we aren't then what I'm doing and who I'm doing it with really isn't any of your business"
JunSu paused waiting for a response without getting one. "You know, now that I think about it, maybe it's best we don't see each other until you have enough time to think about it"
JunSu turned on the ignition and rolled down his window. "Call me when you figure it out"
YooChun never called.
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A week later when he saw JunSu at the club flirting with some club kid, he walked over, grabbed JunSu's wrist and dragged him into the closest bathroom. It was raining outside.
It took him a second to find an empty stall to pull JunSu into. Once he did, he shut the door.
"What the hell -"
"I think I figured a few things out"
"Yeah?"
"Yeah, and I think I only want you smiling for me"
"You think?"
YooChun rolled his eyes. "I know"
JunSu gave a half-smile. He brought his hand to the side of YooChun's face, his thumb running over the man's lower lip. "And what about you?"
YooChun smile was answer enough. "I'm sure I can reserve all my smiles for you"
"Good" JunSu smiled and threw his arms around YooChun's neck. "So, when are you finally gonna give me that A?"
"I don't know. I'll let you retake the exam though"
JunSu looked around the small stall. "Here?"
"I was thinking in bed. You should know, I usually don't have public sex with the people I date. I can get a bit jealous and possessive at times"
"Oh, so that's why you keep going caveman on me" JunSu nodded in realisation. "What if the person you're dating likes public sex?"
"Then the person I'm dating will have to convince me"
"YooChun?"
"Yeah?"
"I really like being the person you're dating"
"You know, I kind of like it too"
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