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i dont understand myself some times, when i go out alone i find company with the weirdest people . then the next day i am being questioned about what kind of frame of mind i was in. leave me alone i can kiss who i want to, just because you are not freinds with them doesnt mean i can not be attracted to them both. stopped myself before i put forward the notion of a threesome, i knew that would be to far and would have deffinetly got me in some trouble. im thinking it was the drugs. when i do lines i become extremly open and find myself connecting with people i never even talk to. i am glad i didnt take it further with them both , im suppose to be seeing someone. yet i never really have the feeling of attachment. does that make me a whore or just selffish.