I learned my solo

Mar 03, 2013 23:30

It went well. The music was pretty amazing today. It was the Invocation of the new Dean of the Cathedral.

The next big event we'll be singing for, besides our normal extra things, will be the ordination of Stephen, the soon to be hot priest. Soon to be priest, I mean. Already hot. So hot.

I like thinking about him. It's a thing that can't happen, at least not right at this very moment. It's a nice thing to think about in that there is no movement on any sort of situation. It's just a pleasant idea that I like to keep thinking about.

Maybe I'm keeping my mind occupied. Maybe I'm preparing myself for future potential. Maybe...

Huh, my mind just went in an interesting direction.

I am happy. I am currently singing 6 days a week, and working 40 hours a week. I am the best off broken person I know. But I'm still broken. You know... a portion of dealing with a breakup happens in your next relationship. It's dealing with hashing out whatever happened in that relationship in comparison to, and in relation to, a different relationship. I... have still not... encountered that step in the process. I... am not certain... I will be good at that step in the process. I think that step in the process is probably what has kept me... from completing that step in the process. Does this even make any sense?

I am a very happy broken person.
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