Aug 15, 2003 11:24
*written way long ago in the wee hours of the morning*
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Ugh. I'm so angry right now I can't think straight. I probably was a bit harsh on Ginny yesterday, but I feel that I had every right to be. She's all secretive and never tells me anything anymore. Is it so wrong for me to act the role and want to protect her? I am her big brother, after all. I've got to watch out for what's best for her. It's bad enough that she'd even need that, that... virgin spell. She's too young for such things. And with Harry? I mean... I just don't believe her when she said it wasn't him. Who else would it be? I dunno. I wish she'd talk to me... I guess I've gone and ruined any chance of that now, haven't I? Great job, Ron.
And I really shouldn't blame Hermione. It's not her fault... she was just being a good friend. I think I may have hurt her, and I feel absolutely awful about it. I never want to hurt her ever again. I really, really like her. I should consider myself the luckiest bloke on the planet that she didn't break up with me then and there.
And Harry. He's my best mate. I think him dating Ginny is the safest option possible. At least he's not some Slytherin or something. [haha! As if Ginny would stoop so low.] I just don't like the way they're on, again off again and always fighting. I don't want to see Ginny get hurt. I don't care if she's 16... she's still my little sister and I care about her. If it was my choice, she'd never have anything to worry about for the rest of her life.
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