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I almost picked up the phone and called Jesse, I really want to talk to someone, and there is no one. But, I cant. And this sucks because I dont know whats going on. Today was the day they were scheduled to move but he mentioned something about the dates being pushed back and it pissing him off, but I dont know if it was again or not. And Ive asked him twice and apparently he doesnt want to tell me. Apparently its the same old same old. Maybe he doesnt think he needs to maybe reevaluate anything, Im the one with all the problems Im the one who has to think things over during these 2 weeks and change. Maybe Im being a little harsh, Im in a bad mood.
Fucking time change! I was all ready to start getting ready for bed and whatnot and my father reminded me to set my clock back! Now its only 11:26. Im mad! I went last night without taking Excedrin PM, Jess would be proud.
My father and I have been getting along ever since well...Sean went up to Flint, he's coming back but, he should be moving out at the end of the month =)/=( ...I cant decide I feel about that. But, no my dad and I are getting along, of course neither one of us has been home much.
My mother is MIA again, Im really not surprised.
I need to find a new therapist, I should get to work on that this week. FUCK!!! I have drivers Ed, after this week. I wont have time for therapy, work, school, and Drivers Ed, and sleep. Oh wait, maybe if Drivers Ed starts later I might be able to pull it off, my dad wont be happy with the driving me around but too bad. He doesnt have a choice.
I want to write a big long thing about the things Im feeling/thinking about Jess, but...Im not going to. Things would be a lot easier if I had someone to talk to. Like....Jesse.
Fucking time change! I was all ready to start getting ready for bed and whatnot and my father reminded me to set my clock back! Now its only 11:26. Im mad! I went last night without taking Excedrin PM, Jess would be proud.
My father and I have been getting along ever since well...Sean went up to Flint, he's coming back but, he should be moving out at the end of the month =)/=( ...I cant decide I feel about that. But, no my dad and I are getting along, of course neither one of us has been home much.
My mother is MIA again, Im really not surprised.
I need to find a new therapist, I should get to work on that this week. FUCK!!! I have drivers Ed, after this week. I wont have time for therapy, work, school, and Drivers Ed, and sleep. Oh wait, maybe if Drivers Ed starts later I might be able to pull it off, my dad wont be happy with the driving me around but too bad. He doesnt have a choice.
I want to write a big long thing about the things Im feeling/thinking about Jess, but...Im not going to. Things would be a lot easier if I had someone to talk to. Like....Jesse.