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It is taking everything I have not to pick up the phone and call Jess right now, I really want to talk to him. I didnt get good sleep again, lots of dreams, One about that carlos dude, which was just weird, and another where I was like falling in love with an older guy (like 25) who was really cute, and like it was on a pier or something and I was up on a ladder and then he was also there but..like in front of me, and he was sucking on my nipples, and he looked at me and his eyes were so cute. Ok that was a weird dream. Then I kept wanting to have a dream about Jess, but I dont think I did. Anyway, Im going out tonight, I have $20 which is not mine (my father didnt listen to me) and Im taking my $90 check so...if need be we'll stop at a liquor store. My new sweatshirt is dirty, and that makes me very mad.
I really miss Jesse, Im dying to talk to him, even online. but, last time that didnt go over so well, ok, I gotta go now.
I really miss Jesse, Im dying to talk to him, even online. but, last time that didnt go over so well, ok, I gotta go now.