My stamina increased 2 folds with Viagra
1. I'm pretty bummed. Just hit me today. Of course it's Tangled Rhizome related, mostly. I'm just really sick of people in general. Actually, it's more facebook-related than anything. But everyone seems so fake, even people I'm actually friends with.
2. I hate seeing pictures of parties and outings I wasn't invited to. I hate that people will post on facebook about how successful they are, but they can't offer me a job or a recommendation or advice... people who have a bunch of friends but don't know any girls they can introduce me to... just... in general, my friends online act happy, wealthy, blah blah blah... but no one has the time to respond to a comment or post I leave?
3. I feel like everyone frigg'n wants something, and whatever it is, it's not something I can offer, and I end up ignored. I frigg'n offered to pay to have someone edit TR. No one's responded. Today I left a voicemail on a friend's phone and haven't heard back... he'd even asked me to be in a video of his (which has since fallen through).
And I know people are busy, but it's Friday now.
4. Also bummed because I was looking at youtube videos. Some of them are very slick, and I just don't know if TR has that. Not with my limited editing skills, for sure. And some of it dredges up sadness that I can't kick high anymore, or I never could do splits or flips.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lr0qlIPFe38
Everything's so stagnant, and everyone's so unreliable, and it all just sucks. Forget it, I'm not even making this "friends only."
2. I hate seeing pictures of parties and outings I wasn't invited to. I hate that people will post on facebook about how successful they are, but they can't offer me a job or a recommendation or advice... people who have a bunch of friends but don't know any girls they can introduce me to... just... in general, my friends online act happy, wealthy, blah blah blah... but no one has the time to respond to a comment or post I leave?
3. I feel like everyone frigg'n wants something, and whatever it is, it's not something I can offer, and I end up ignored. I frigg'n offered to pay to have someone edit TR. No one's responded. Today I left a voicemail on a friend's phone and haven't heard back... he'd even asked me to be in a video of his (which has since fallen through).
And I know people are busy, but it's Friday now.
4. Also bummed because I was looking at youtube videos. Some of them are very slick, and I just don't know if TR has that. Not with my limited editing skills, for sure. And some of it dredges up sadness that I can't kick high anymore, or I never could do splits or flips.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lr0qlIPFe38
Everything's so stagnant, and everyone's so unreliable, and it all just sucks. Forget it, I'm not even making this "friends only."