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May 04, 2006 23:37

ive been on oh so many adventures in the last week.
letchworth, hamlin beach, swimmin in lake ontario [[ps. bad idea]], waterbottles of wine at the canal, the canal EVERY DAY! [[they filled it finally!]], carly and josh w00t, broken fingers and hand [[bad adventure..]]
there are many others that elude me now...
i love the glorious weather
i looove the end of the semester. i think im going to do as well
if not better
than last semester.

i start my internship at artvoice in a few weeks.
half of me is super pumped, half of me is worried/apprehensive.

brockport is timy. i feel like i know EVERYONE here.
i meet someone
and then they somehow know everyone i know
and then i meet someone else who i think is obscure, then they know the other person i just met.
and everyone i know.
small towns blow.
it feels comfortable, but at the same time restraining. i think by the end of next year i will be ready for a major change.

relocation.

i cant wait to go to shows this summer. i just want to dance.
i was looking at a bunch earlier. dont know what im doing, but im just gonna do.

my room mate is moving across the country. my love already has. i know people who are married, getting married, have children. i know college graduates. i have classes with school teachers... and i am really not sure what happened to the last year of my life.
everything feels like reality.

its not bad.
i know what i am doing and it is wonderful. i dont have a 5 year plan, but my life is linear.
i have places to go
people to see.

im going to change the world.

as soon as my fingers stop looking like sausages and my hand isnt a camouflage of bruises.
xoxo
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