Currently:
I have offers for NSA sex from 3 different guys. 
4 always- standing offers (one lives in Corpus)
And 1 "I like you, but I don't know what I want" situation.
It's pretty fucking clear that I'm only good enough to fuck, but not good enough to love. I'm not sure if i said it here, but I've said it to myself. I'm not sleeping with anyone new. ( Read more... )

someone needs to put my mood swings in check ( Read more... )

It's amazing what drunk texts at 2am reveal.

wonderful things.

and complicated things.

hopefully only one of us was drunk. i'm still happy. happier then i have been in a while.
but it makes me sad that nothing was said sooner.

i hope it works out.

Dear Lori ( Read more... )

 after tuesday, i'll no longer have to take care of anyone!!!! YAY! won't have to worry about them, or be concerned because they have my truck. won't have to worry about them spending all my money... I SO HAPPY  XD

in other news, i started drunk-texting people at Genevieve's birthday celebration. mhm. it was fun while it lasted. then when i woke up ( Read more... )

I've been struggling with exactly how to broach the subject to the family about Edward & I.

My mom's is fairly easy. I've already told her, so by now, the whole side of that family knows.

But my dad's is something else. How do I do that? Yea... i can see these conversations playing out...

"Gramma,  well, Edward and I have decided to go our seperate ( Read more... )

 so money seems to be the topic of today (in my world, anyway) and i've done some [simple] math.

Rent
(1 year at the house) x ($500 per month) = $6,000.00
(6 months at Sawgrass) x ($765 per month) = $4,590.00
(4 months at Willowbrook) x ($725 per month) =  $2,900.00
(7 months at Ashbury Parke) x ($665 per month) = $4,655.00
(5 months at The Crossing) x ( Read more... )

( This is how i feel )

( I felt like yelling )

The boy thing's ramblings:
I've taken the liberty of emphzsizing the important stuff

Yeah, and I dunno
I think that's maybe why I've had very few relationships
I'm fine being single - b/c I think it's important that each person be independent and that any relationship only improve the person
and not take away from it
I don't automatically become my ( Read more... )