The revolution will NOT be kittized......

Aug 03, 2006 15:36

Thanks for all the compliments on my newest addition to the LJ. I actually have a couple things I wanted to use by they are too big for this. I'll be adding more at some point however.
Today's thought of the day is on forgiveness.......how to achieve it, how to give it. I tend to forgive or give in way too easily sometimes when i love someone. This is why I tend to get kicked in the arse as well. People don't realize that I'm WAY more harsh upon myself on things then they realize. There are few people right now that I wish I could recieve forgiveness for........unfortunatly they are protective and don't see all sides of the story. I think I could spend my entire life trying to make it up to them and it would be to no avail. If they only knew....for real. It gives me some clarity however that things are not as easy as it seems. I could also add in that really it shouldnt matter what they think or feel because no one is perfect and that they have flaws and maybe that MY screwups reflects onto their lives and it makes them uncomfortable. If any of that applies to you, good, if it does not maybe it will open up a door to you making peace with someone in your life.
I started something last night that should prove to be interesting in the next few months.....introspect will become the norm , so apoligizes in advance if I reflect too much.

we move next door this weekend.....i ahve no idea what kind of comp access I will have after thursday of next week, aside from the library so don't freak if theres a gap in postings. I can also offer up my cell number and my email addy if you guys like , since those will be the easiest way to reach me .This move has proven to be good in more ways then one......it will be worth it in the end , if nothing else to have a lovely apt....... and for some of you , you can just drive by if you need me :)

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