Happiness, it hurt like a train on a track coming towards her, stuck stil no turning back
If anyone is still following me and thinks I'm worth their time to comment on ( I've been a bad LJ friend but I'm BEGGING for advice)
I've been pondering what to do with this journal and my life in general. I feel like I need a fresh start on a new journal. I haven't done much with this one in a long time. I've lost interest in some fandoms, most are dead anyway. I do have new interest and I want to get back into the fandoms with blogging, and commenting, being involved instead of lurking like I have been this past year.
2009 and 2010 have been some tough years for me. I guess it comes with growing up and trying to find your place after high school? My family has been through so much money drama and just plain never ending DRAMA. If you follow me on twitter you've seen my bitching and moaning
I've come to a realization that I've let people bully me or scare me (or both) into making decisions that I don't want to make but I've made them because I thought it was the right thing to do. I'm just not happy with, well, pretty much everything but I'm afraid of disappointing others, failing,screwing up beyond repair. I feel like society puts more and more pressure on people my age that they have to have everything figured out right now or else bye-bye, game over, you're out of the life game.
I would take anything at this point. Comments, suggestions, philosophical advice, Chinese proverb, some one bitching me out in all caps, a number to a life coach who will let me pay them in installments at a very low, low, low, low price.
Where's a sassy gay friend when you need one?
Poll Like At Me, I'm a poll!
I've been pondering what to do with this journal and my life in general. I feel like I need a fresh start on a new journal. I haven't done much with this one in a long time. I've lost interest in some fandoms, most are dead anyway. I do have new interest and I want to get back into the fandoms with blogging, and commenting, being involved instead of lurking like I have been this past year.
2009 and 2010 have been some tough years for me. I guess it comes with growing up and trying to find your place after high school? My family has been through so much money drama and just plain never ending DRAMA. If you follow me on twitter you've seen my bitching and moaning
I've come to a realization that I've let people bully me or scare me (or both) into making decisions that I don't want to make but I've made them because I thought it was the right thing to do. I'm just not happy with, well, pretty much everything but I'm afraid of disappointing others, failing,screwing up beyond repair. I feel like society puts more and more pressure on people my age that they have to have everything figured out right now or else bye-bye, game over, you're out of the life game.
I would take anything at this point. Comments, suggestions, philosophical advice, Chinese proverb, some one bitching me out in all caps, a number to a life coach who will let me pay them in installments at a very low, low, low, low price.
Where's a sassy gay friend when you need one?
Poll Like At Me, I'm a poll!