Feb 16, 2004 15:35
I can make plans for the future, but that doesn't mean they'll happen.
I can smile at the thought of yesterday, but that doesn't mean you remember.
I wanna sit you down and know all the truths. But I know the room would fill up with half lies and undecided feelings. I wanna talk to you about the other day, and when I woke up I thought we really had. But when I realized that it never actually happened - I despised my dreams for how real they can seem.
I wanna say all the things on my mind, but the world doesn't have enough time.
I can scream at the top of my lungs-
And I can drown the world with my tears-
But I could still sit beside you in agony and you would never know.
She sits alone in a forgotten world, never realizing how easily she could escape. She lingers in a crowded room never wanting to go home. She needs the company while desperation waits for her outside the doors. She needs to the human contant that exists for only seconds at a time.
In my dream last night your lips feel just like they did that night.