Are you lonesome, tonite?
Wow. Thanks for the response you guys and dolls.
Hope everyone is having a good start to the week. It is almost Wednesday (I tend to count ahead of myself nowadays).
I recieved snail mail from Mary and Travis today... Thank you so much you guys. Mary, that was very uplifting, and I trust all that you say. You are beautiful yourself, and I don't tell that to everyone, also. I did not realize you were so far away. How is that going for you? I can imagine it is both beautiful and cold up there. I know you will find something entertaining and interesting to awaken the bizarre. and, Travis, all that is in the past. I want a friendship with you, and I miss goofing around with you. It lightened life. And, that is always a beautiful thing. I miss how our humors would catch on the same thing... like the "Speciality" or "International" cook in SAGA, the one that his parents are shipped to America so they can see him in action, and be proud of him annually. Or, Pound's porn. Or, Pound's shoes. Yeah, you remember. I will be back to graduate, I really do not know when I will be finishing up everything. Hopefully soon, to get out of that joint.
Queta, thanks for the email. I need a Queta hug, once more. I know that you have been involved in my recovery for awhile, rather you know that or not. I have not ignored your suggestion...."You need to love yourself". And, I remind myself of that constantly. Thank you for your honesty with that. And thank you for keeping Troy sane, because we both know how much of a struggle that is ;). You are someone that I want to be friends with on my deathbed. Or a mattress in the floor of the dead baby house. You are just extremely special to me. I love you for that.
Blake, thanks for the call. Sorry it was cut brief. It was really great to hear from you again, and I want to know if anything is new down at the village. Tell wafer girl and hot chick I said hello, and that I miss them also. I really am interested in what your senior thesis will turn out to be.
Troy, I love you babe. I have already emailed you, but to reiterate my point... I miss you, and these days have been extremely hard without hearing from you at least once a day. I mean. Those are the times I really look foward to, a random phone call or voicemail. Just to say hey. we are in love doll. is it everything you wanted?
People... out there in not-my-land. The high was 37 today, and the low is 13. And it is getting alot alot alot colder. But, it is enjoyable. I plan on going to Goodwill tomorrow to pick up a warmer jacket, because these that I brought, just are not cutting it.
I hope I can get letters out pretty soon, I have some downtime coming up. Thanks for the love, it is appreciated so much more than you know. For a while, I was down on myself because I pushed everyone away. But, you people are still there for me. And I love you all for that.
I hope everyone stays warm, with vodka or heaters, your choice. My preference is banned... Flask anyone? HINT HINT????
I will probably get on here later at some point. I just want to hear what everyone is up to. Much love.
I love you Troy, did you know that?
Ok, later.
Hope everyone is having a good start to the week. It is almost Wednesday (I tend to count ahead of myself nowadays).
I recieved snail mail from Mary and Travis today... Thank you so much you guys. Mary, that was very uplifting, and I trust all that you say. You are beautiful yourself, and I don't tell that to everyone, also. I did not realize you were so far away. How is that going for you? I can imagine it is both beautiful and cold up there. I know you will find something entertaining and interesting to awaken the bizarre. and, Travis, all that is in the past. I want a friendship with you, and I miss goofing around with you. It lightened life. And, that is always a beautiful thing. I miss how our humors would catch on the same thing... like the "Speciality" or "International" cook in SAGA, the one that his parents are shipped to America so they can see him in action, and be proud of him annually. Or, Pound's porn. Or, Pound's shoes. Yeah, you remember. I will be back to graduate, I really do not know when I will be finishing up everything. Hopefully soon, to get out of that joint.
Queta, thanks for the email. I need a Queta hug, once more. I know that you have been involved in my recovery for awhile, rather you know that or not. I have not ignored your suggestion...."You need to love yourself". And, I remind myself of that constantly. Thank you for your honesty with that. And thank you for keeping Troy sane, because we both know how much of a struggle that is ;). You are someone that I want to be friends with on my deathbed. Or a mattress in the floor of the dead baby house. You are just extremely special to me. I love you for that.
Blake, thanks for the call. Sorry it was cut brief. It was really great to hear from you again, and I want to know if anything is new down at the village. Tell wafer girl and hot chick I said hello, and that I miss them also. I really am interested in what your senior thesis will turn out to be.
Troy, I love you babe. I have already emailed you, but to reiterate my point... I miss you, and these days have been extremely hard without hearing from you at least once a day. I mean. Those are the times I really look foward to, a random phone call or voicemail. Just to say hey. we are in love doll. is it everything you wanted?
People... out there in not-my-land. The high was 37 today, and the low is 13. And it is getting alot alot alot colder. But, it is enjoyable. I plan on going to Goodwill tomorrow to pick up a warmer jacket, because these that I brought, just are not cutting it.
I hope I can get letters out pretty soon, I have some downtime coming up. Thanks for the love, it is appreciated so much more than you know. For a while, I was down on myself because I pushed everyone away. But, you people are still there for me. And I love you all for that.
I hope everyone stays warm, with vodka or heaters, your choice. My preference is banned... Flask anyone? HINT HINT????
I will probably get on here later at some point. I just want to hear what everyone is up to. Much love.
I love you Troy, did you know that?
Ok, later.