Troy, this is how I love you.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight ini evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails...
(1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
J, I feel this way about Troy, and I have always felt this way about Troy. Not to say that what you and I shared did not mean anything... It was great. But, I have always and will always love Troy. I cannot deny myself that, nor him, nor involve you in any sort of struggle.
I wish to be your friend. Like I said before, I don't want you out of my life. I wish I could still keep you as a friend, without this making you hate my guts. But, you said before that you hoped we could always at least be friends. I just, I have to do what my heart is telling me. I really learned alot from you, and I enjoyed your company. But, I cannot and do not want to feel differently about Troy. I want to be with him. And, I am sorry this is so objective, and seems cold. But, you are a strong person. And you do have people that want to be with you. I mean, when I could not come around that weekend, both Jessica and Cindy gave you plenty of company. And, as you also still have feelings for Cindy, it might work where things go differently for you two. I don't know. Alright.... That is the best way to sum that up, I suppose. I don't know what else to say really.
Love never fails...
(1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
J, I feel this way about Troy, and I have always felt this way about Troy. Not to say that what you and I shared did not mean anything... It was great. But, I have always and will always love Troy. I cannot deny myself that, nor him, nor involve you in any sort of struggle.
I wish to be your friend. Like I said before, I don't want you out of my life. I wish I could still keep you as a friend, without this making you hate my guts. But, you said before that you hoped we could always at least be friends. I just, I have to do what my heart is telling me. I really learned alot from you, and I enjoyed your company. But, I cannot and do not want to feel differently about Troy. I want to be with him. And, I am sorry this is so objective, and seems cold. But, you are a strong person. And you do have people that want to be with you. I mean, when I could not come around that weekend, both Jessica and Cindy gave you plenty of company. And, as you also still have feelings for Cindy, it might work where things go differently for you two. I don't know. Alright.... That is the best way to sum that up, I suppose. I don't know what else to say really.