another entry another stomach ache

Aug 18, 2004 01:49

this stupid feeling wont go away. ive called everyone i love and nothing seems to be worng wiht anyone or at least thats what they are telling me. her insides. outside.
but really if this feeliong doesnt go away im going to stab myself until i have barely enough energy to clean the knife.

--i am very dramatic, dependant on two people but ill only admit to one, i cannot spell for shit but i can read so what they say isnt true or doesnt pertain to me. i would really like it if you loved me as much as i love you and showed it to me b/c i want to be first. i am greedy when it comes to placement so let it all go to talk to me or listen. i have a lot to say b/c i am better then anyone youll ever meet if you let me be. you cannot argue with ancient philosophe.

will love ever be enough- life as a house.
your fighting for _____?
size ME up.

i blame my mom for this plague i gave myself. i wish i could say "i love you" in eight different languages b/c maybe then it wouldnt sound old and maybe then it would sound as meaningful as i mean it.
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