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I'm starting to wonder if John was really even his name. I find out two days ago he's lied the whole time I've known him about his sisters address. It just so happens she lives right next to the post office...and when I was dropping bills in the slot today my blood went cold because I look up and there is his truck. His fucking truck with his four wheeler he bought with his stimulus check because he couldn't be bothered to buy anything for his child and hawaiian lays dangling from the mirror. His new gfs I presume? Now I feel like I have the flu. I don't know if what happened this morning triggered something in me or because the weather is changing, but I haven't been right since. I saw him saturday and I'm pretty sure there was a girl in the truck with him. I think I told this story? I BAWLED the rest of the way home. Why does he get to keep living his life like nothing happened and my life is on hold for a long long time??
My medicaid kicked back in. I go to the doctor on tuesday. It will be 2 months and 2 days since I was there last. I'm going to ask her to check me because I think I'm dilating. I'll be so glad when this baby is out of me. I can't take being pregnant much more and I still have so long to go!
My medicaid kicked back in. I go to the doctor on tuesday. It will be 2 months and 2 days since I was there last. I'm going to ask her to check me because I think I'm dilating. I'll be so glad when this baby is out of me. I can't take being pregnant much more and I still have so long to go!