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I'm so fed up with everything right now.
School starts on June 4th...May 4th was the first enrollment of classes day for me. I saw an advisor today to get my pin and yeh..come home only to learn that ALL of ISU's online classes are full. If I want to start school this summer I have to take them on campus..which not only means more paperwork because I'll have to fill out my immunization bullshit..but Gracie would have to be full time in daycare..which I can't afford $360 a month for daycare. So far I've only found 1 online class I need for my major for fall. It's getting really frustrating. I can take some on campus classes before work..I just don't want Gracie to be in daycare. I would much rather a family member take of her and damn the luck for there not being anyone. My sister as of this coming Monday can't watch her anymore and I have no one else.
Gracie is 2 months old now and had her first set of shots today. It was horrible. 3 shots to the butt. She's been asleep since. It was a total of 5 immunizations. I think that's too much. I'm all about protecting a kid from something..but when something has the risk of causing a brain disorder..or seizures..of 105 degree fevers, fuck that! When I was cutting her nails today I got her skin. She was dead asleep and woke straight up screaming. I didn't even realize what I had done until after. I feel so bad. I told her she could put me up for an adoption. I would even help her find a better mother.
What else..oh. We almost got killed today when this guy pulled right out in front of me. It was nice. I was going to my appointment with my advisor. I was on the highway and he pulled right out..I thought maybe he was going to the other lane..but no he went right in front of me. My brakes locked up and I just about went off the road trying to stop. I went from the left lane all the way to the shoulder on the right. If someone had been in the right lane it would have been really really bad. I was so pissed. This guy wouldn't even look at me when I was right next to him because he knows he fucked up.
I'm about to put my 30 day notice in on this fucking apartment. For more then a year now since I've lived here just over that my bathroom ceiling has leaked when my air has ran. I find it odd since my sister lived here for 2 years before I did and it never leaked..literally the day I moved in it started. Anyway..they've been out 7 times to fix it. Still leaking as of today..I have no ceiling tiles in my bathroom and the ppl that came out here to fix it yet again didn't clean up after themselves. I'm sick of calling over it. It should be fixed by now. PERIOD!
School starts on June 4th...May 4th was the first enrollment of classes day for me. I saw an advisor today to get my pin and yeh..come home only to learn that ALL of ISU's online classes are full. If I want to start school this summer I have to take them on campus..which not only means more paperwork because I'll have to fill out my immunization bullshit..but Gracie would have to be full time in daycare..which I can't afford $360 a month for daycare. So far I've only found 1 online class I need for my major for fall. It's getting really frustrating. I can take some on campus classes before work..I just don't want Gracie to be in daycare. I would much rather a family member take of her and damn the luck for there not being anyone. My sister as of this coming Monday can't watch her anymore and I have no one else.
Gracie is 2 months old now and had her first set of shots today. It was horrible. 3 shots to the butt. She's been asleep since. It was a total of 5 immunizations. I think that's too much. I'm all about protecting a kid from something..but when something has the risk of causing a brain disorder..or seizures..of 105 degree fevers, fuck that! When I was cutting her nails today I got her skin. She was dead asleep and woke straight up screaming. I didn't even realize what I had done until after. I feel so bad. I told her she could put me up for an adoption. I would even help her find a better mother.
What else..oh. We almost got killed today when this guy pulled right out in front of me. It was nice. I was going to my appointment with my advisor. I was on the highway and he pulled right out..I thought maybe he was going to the other lane..but no he went right in front of me. My brakes locked up and I just about went off the road trying to stop. I went from the left lane all the way to the shoulder on the right. If someone had been in the right lane it would have been really really bad. I was so pissed. This guy wouldn't even look at me when I was right next to him because he knows he fucked up.
I'm about to put my 30 day notice in on this fucking apartment. For more then a year now since I've lived here just over that my bathroom ceiling has leaked when my air has ran. I find it odd since my sister lived here for 2 years before I did and it never leaked..literally the day I moved in it started. Anyway..they've been out 7 times to fix it. Still leaking as of today..I have no ceiling tiles in my bathroom and the ppl that came out here to fix it yet again didn't clean up after themselves. I'm sick of calling over it. It should be fixed by now. PERIOD!