Watch me break and watch me burn

[cherrybombscare]

That feeling you get when it turns out the person you've loved and worshipped and given up your mind and heart and soul to over the past two years doesn't know you at all....

Well, it doesn't feel like anything. He hung up after saying 'I need to call you back in a little while cos I'll just keep getting angry. But I love you, still..."
I told him I

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[_magisk_]

Hey, just got back from Das Fatherland! Have read all the entries you wrote since I've been away and have come to the conclusion that you and I do still have a lot in common.

Anyway, I have had similar problems. Some of the things Jon used to do (that I love) have ceased. But then he'll remind me that he does different things these days and he shows his feelings in DIFFERENT ways. When I think about it, the things he does now have much more thought and feeling into them. But yeah, where am I going with this? Sorry, am rather tired. Men seem to lose their passion for love in general once they've experienced it for a couple of years. I could be wrong but from what I've seen, that is the case. You always hear women saying things like 'he doesn't do THAT for me anymore!' and 'oh, that'll stop, you just wait!'. This may sound silly, but maybe you just missed that part of him? Maybe he'd grown out of that passion before he met you. Which I must say is depressing but it doesn't mean he loves you any less. However, you are not wrong in feeling as though you need him to feel that way about you, it's natural.

So in conclusion, I'm a babling idiot who should have just thought this post through a bit more thoroughly before posting it.