a letter to you...
I always find it hard to talk to you, mainly because of i think so much of you, so highly of you. but i just wanted to say that i will never be perfect, i will probably never be on your level.. but i do love you, i may not do exactly what you want, but i am doing all i can, i may not give you all you want, but i am giving you all i can. i love you and i am scared, mainly because i know i am better and i know "we" could be better, but i dont know how its going to be when you come back.. i just want it to be okay, because i am trying, so hard. i am so ready, i just hope you are.
i love you.
i love you.