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Merry Christmas everyone.
This Christmas sucked, I tried to so hard and kept telling myself I wasnt going to cry, but I did, of course. I am crying right now actually. Just everything is wrong, not how it usually is. Everything is bothering me, i texted 12 people and told them Merry Christmas, may I add, these 12 people "like me so much" some feelings even go deeper than that.. and NONE of them wrote back. I know that isnt a big deal, but I am just so bothered, that everything is getting to me, I wish Jay would call, i just wann hear his voice.. maybe it would help me.
I went to the shelter, it was a good experience.