Sep 29, 2006 12:48
I keep thinking I'm in this great place right now. Things are working out well. I still don't know if I really want stay in academia (it isn't appealing to me at this point). Wondering what will happen to me in the future is making me question the future I had set out for myself when I was young. I've gotten more... idealistic. I'm wanting simpler things. It's no longer about getting rich and going to St Tropez and having a PhD in the most exotic facet of ancient life I can come up with. It's simpler things I'm starting to want.
But if I'm feeling so good about myself and what's going on, why do I keep having trouble sleeping and getting weird flashback moments?