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My experiment in sharing my anxiety and nervousness with other people, not keeping it locked up, has failed miserably. I just feel like I'm burdening people, not venting.
I just said goodbye to Tomas since it will probably be the last time I ever see him. With my parents moving and all I have little cause to return to Puerto, let alone a place to stay. I saw his eyes get watery, he hugged me (I allowed it), he gave me a kiss on the cheek and whispered "Te quiero" in my ear. He walked away and stood still facing the other direction as I drove off. I wonder what will happen.
I just said goodbye to Tomas since it will probably be the last time I ever see him. With my parents moving and all I have little cause to return to Puerto, let alone a place to stay. I saw his eyes get watery, he hugged me (I allowed it), he gave me a kiss on the cheek and whispered "Te quiero" in my ear. He walked away and stood still facing the other direction as I drove off. I wonder what will happen.