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best news today.. my dad officially moved out. my mom and i are already discussing what to turn his office into. i know we are buying me a huge ass map of the world so i can mark off all the places ive been. i know i want to 'poster' that room, and cover it with cool things, i want it to be my second room.. my fun room yah know? doubt it though.
31 days since brendan left
dashboard puts my feelings into song.
im missing your bed
i never sleep
avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
and this bottle of beast
is taking me home
im cuddling close
to blankets and sheets
but you're not alone, and you're not discreet
make sure i know whos taking you home
im reading your note over again
theres not a word that I comprehend,
except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
thank you dashboard
i came home for good yesterday. i love my house .. I LOVE MY HOUSE!!! i didnt know how much i loved it. MAN I LOVE IT! i didnt get the internet back up here until an hour ago.
i decided i wanted to be in the army. is that odd?
i had about 65453123 dreams about brendan last night. its weird
i feel like we are talking through my dreams, like i ask him questions i wish i could ask right now and i feel the answers i hear in my dreams are true, i know its weird but it makes me happier to see him in my dreams. when brendan was here i never wanted to go to sleep bc my reality was alot better than any dream could be, but now since hes gone, gosh dreams are the best.
harahan is starting to turn back to normal.
win dixie opened.
the NYPD is going home tomorrow.
mcdonalds is open
so is subday.. limited menu for both though
CVS, breaux mart.. open.
yeah baabbbeeeee
i saw kristian AND erika last night. people! PEOPLE MY AGE! !!!! PEOPLE!!!!!
nothing better than people my age.
so for school, i think i am going to rummel, unless they make the grls go to chapelle. UGH i dont wanna go there. but suzzy goes there n so does seni and hilly... suzzy invited me to go to baton rouge with her for the night to hang out and go party at LSU, but home is so much better.
HOME!!!!
im making a new backround for my myspace. using the lyrics up above.... if anyone out there has a good program to make it look spiffy and neato, lemme know, kthxbye