Yes, it's a survey.
I wouldn't normally post a survey in my journal, but I'm too much of a pussy to post this uncensored look into my psyche/brain/opinions in a place where my family could read it (myspace) and I didn't want to waste all that typing. I appologize for the spelling and grammar errors the creator of the survey questions has made.
yea, the basics
female or idiot: I'm a female and you're a stupid sexist cunt.
city u were born in: Bellingham
eye color: Blue, white, grey, green
hair color: blonde
height: 5' i don't know
age: 16
where do u live?: two places at once. Ohhhhh.
who do u live with?: mom, dad, kati, pansy at the moment. by the end of the month that list is going to be a hell of a lot longer.
what's ur sign?: gemini.
heritage?: Bohemian (now part of the Czech. Republic), Irish, Scottish, English, Norwegian.
righty or lefty?: lefty
sexual orientation?: None of your fucking business.
piercings?: ears
tattoos?: none so far.
as a kid
who was ur childhood best friend?: I had a bunch because they kept leaving me.
still friends today?: No.
how long have u been friends?: With whom?
what elementary school did u go to?: Ten Mile Creek
what are some random memories?: wandering around with Doni joking around and singing that "because I got high" song even though I had no fucking clue what it meant.
where did u grow up?: West Wiser Lake Road
did u take dance classes?: yeah. Ballet, and Scottish and Irish stepdancing
what were you deathly afraid of?: Back then? Spiders, death, wolves, monsters, the dark.
did you ever bully someone?: No.
were u ever bullied?: Yes.
did u go to daycare?: No
did u ever get really hurt (physically)?: Sort of. One time I was really sick and I was sitting in the covered play area (made of cement and cinderblocks) and I got hit in the face by a kickball and it knocked my head backward into the cement and about 30 seconds later, a basketball did the same thing.
were you ever abused?: Sort of. There was some pretty bad sibling rivalry but my "friends" and the other kids at school were the ones who really screwed me over.
do you still wish you were a kid?: Hell no!
oooh, i can see into the future...
for college ur gonna go to: I don't fucking know.
because...: I don't know what I want people to invest 1,000s of dollars in because I'm indecicive.
ur major in college is.. : I've thought about psychology, library science, and writing. I'm interested in bloodwork and acupuncture and stuff like that but I'm pretty squeamish and I don't want to do med. school and all that shit. Besides, I don't think I'm good enough with math to do any life-threatening calculations. I'd like to study epidemics, poisons, natural disasters, stuff like that.
u wanna get married?: Yes.
kids...how many?: I go back and forth. I think I'd be a terrible mother but a lot can change over the years. Foster care looks like what I'd want to do most.
jobs ur interested in?: Writing, researching, having flexible hours, good benefits and vacation time.
ooh, the favorites section
drink: it changes.
food: ugh. I don't even want to think about that right now.
movies: Right now, Cinderella Man, The Godfather, Analyze This, Hannibal Rising, The Silence of the Lambs, Braveheart, Life on the Murder Scene, Cabaret, My Summer of Love, Puccini For Beginners, The Alamo, Big Fish, Blood Diamond, Brick, Farinelli Il Castrato, The Hole, Donnie Darko, Edward Scissorhands, Whatever Happened To Harold Smith, Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, Hard Candy, Heathers, Lords of Dogtown, Alpha Dog, V for Vendetta, Sleepy Hollow, White Oleander, Great Expectations, Mirrormask, Benny & Joon, Pirates of the Caribbean 3.
book/s: Cry To Heaven by Anne Rice, The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger, A Dirty Job by Christopher Moore, everything I've read by Holly Black, Francesca Lia Block, Chuck Palahniuk, Terry Pratchett, Madeline L'Engle, Meg Rosoff. There are dozens more that I could name, if my memory were up to it.
disney movie: Princess Diaries, Snow White, The Pirates of the Caribbean series, Beauty and the Beast, etc.
actress: Kate Winslet, Julienne Moore, Jena Malone, Joan Cusack, Emily Blunt, Winona Ryder, uhh...others...
actor: Geoffrey Rush, Alan Rickman, Anthony Hopkins, Russel Crowe, Emile Hirsch, Gaspard Ulliel, Gabriel Garcia Bernal, John Cusack, Johnny Depp
color: red
tv show: Project Runway, Cities of the Underworld (History Channel)
comp. games: bejeweled 2
card game: egyptian war, uno, pit
board game: pente, chess
mall: fuck the maul.
cereal: plain cheerios, frosted mini wheats, nature valley
type of music: good music.
song: Desert Song - My Chemical Romance.
genre of movies: I like really brutal dramatic suspenseful psychological thrillers. Stuff that goes to the grisly core of human nature and the impact people have on each other. I also like comedies, indie movies, some musicals, mafia-related movies, gay & lesbian love stories, old movies, and my childhood favorites.
pizza: Dominos, 360
car: corvette, woody wagons, audi tt
comic: I don't really read comics or graphic novels. If they were less expensive, more readily available, and about 20 times as long, I would be really interested in them.
item of clothing: stuff I have for sentimental reasons
font: Everyday Ghost
shampoo: tigi bed head self absorbed
ice cream: cherry garcia
holiday: halloween.
type of food: desserts, chinese, italian, casseroles, potatoes
quote: I can never think of any good ones when I'm asked this question.
teacher: Mr. Protzeller, Mrs. Wood, Mrs. Hardin, Mr. Van Dyke.
bottled water: vitamin water, refreshe, aquafina, whatever
fruit: apples, cherries, melons
candy: darkdark chocolate
subject in school: history, english, science
day of the week: Tuesday, Friday, Saturday
season: autumn, summer, winter
sport: floor hockey
magazine: Oprah, it has the best pictures for collages.
grandparent: is dead.
cousin: don't have one
im phrase: XD, lol
the family
do u like ur family: Not always, but they're mine.
do u get along with ur siblings/parents?: Usually.
are u the oldest/middle/youngest/only child?: Middle.
which parent do u look most like?: haha I don't.
which parent do u act most like?: Both.
where does your extended family live?: alaska/everywhere, north carolina, "back east", around here, midwest
parents still together?: nevarrrrr.
yes... its the this or that section
windows or apple?: windows I guess. apple has very fun software but vista pwns :]
computer games or video games?: computer
breakfast, lunch or dinner?: breakfast at night.
caramel or fudge?: fudge
chocolate or vanilla?: either
summer or winter?: both
fall or spring?: fall
day or night?: both
hot or cold?: cold
AIM or MSN?: AIM
movie or microwave popcorn?: I don't eat popcorn, it always gets stuck in my teeth, and it's boring.
snow or storm?: Mmm...storm.
beach or mountains?: both
thunder or lightning?: both.
share ur opinion
abortion: it's wrong, but it happens one way or another. and I'm not just talking about the "surgical procedure", people get punched in the stomach or pushed down stairs or stabbed too.
president bush?: I don't care to involve myself in political debates. I know too little to have an opinion and I know how much hate comes from having one in this case, so I'm just not going to do it at this time in my life.
rap: Some of it is good, some of it is just awful, and I don't like the fashion/culture attached to it.
country: ew.
murder: not acceptable. the romanticized version is appealing, but that's for movies and books, the real thing is just not okay.
suicide: Bullshit. Complete and utter bullshit. Better than murdering someone else, though.
religion: I don't have faith in any of the current organized religions. I have my beliefs, and they're mine, not yours to control or look down on or condemn. So just leave me the FUCK alone about it. Thank you.
global warming: It'll happen if it's meant to.
gay marriage: needs to happen.
virgins: yep, they haven't had sex yet. awesome. why should I care?
premarital sex: if you're going to be with someone for the rest of your life, why wait until you're "legally together"?
stem cell research: idk.
have you ever...
been in love?: unrequited, which isn't real.
had ur heart broken?: yes.
had sex?: no
met a president?: no
watched porn?: yep
prank called?: yes
been prank called?: yes
cried over a movie?: mmm....nope
skipped school?: stayed home from it yeah
cut urself?: Not really. They were scratches, not cuts.
contemplated suicide?: Yes
attempted suicide?: no
killed someone?: no
said "i love you" to someone who wasnt a relative?: Yes
asked someone out and been rejected?: No. There hasn't been anyone I really wanted to go out with. There were people that I thought I did, but I didn't actually know them.
been asked out?: nope
been dumped?: no
had surgery?: no
been in a car accident?: no
snuck out?: yep
broken the law?: yes
done drugs?: no
smoked?: no
been drunk?: no
been in jail?: no
walked into a glass door?: yes
been in the newspaper?: yes
seen a living penguin?: yes
climbed a tree?: yes
fallen from a tree?: not really
been skiing?: no
gotten an F?: yes.
broken a bone?: no
fainted?: no
dyed/highlighted ur hair?: yes
been to a counselor?: yes
had a shot?: yes
last time you...
traveled: saturday
ate: i don't remember
slept: hours ago
went to school: june 21st
saw a friend: uh...forever ago
said "i love you": sometime around 1 or 2 am I think
for a billion dollars would you...
jump off the empire state building onto a giant pillow?: idk. maybe.
kill ur parents?: no
kill ur best friends?: no
kill the president?: no
get AIDS?: no
perform at a strip club?: no
eat a bug?: maybe
gain 50 pounds?: no
go to school naked?: no
shave ur head?: probably
agree to die in five years?: no
last person you...
saw: mom
spoke to: mom
kissed: no one
ate with: idk
hung out with: kati
shopped with: kati
laughed with: celly
studied with: uhhh...idk.
talked to on the phone?: Celly
imed: idk
traveled with: mom
randomness
do u believe in luck?: not really
how about fate?: yes
love at first sight?: somewhat
love in general?: yes
do u believe in god?: not the christian one. it could be a giant octopus for all we know. ;]
what's ur religion?: I don't have one.
do u wear a watch?: no
what's on ur calendar?: words
do u paint ur nails?: rarely
do u drink?: no
do u smoke?: no
do u do drugs?: no
do u believe in aliens?: yes
what about soul mates?: yes
do u understand quantum physics?: sort of
would u ever join the military?: no
do u like milk/dark/white chocolate best?: dark
what's ur fave chocolate treat?: the chocolate lava cake type thing they have at Olive Garden.
what cd is in ur cd player right now?: Tegan and Sara
do u have an ipod?: no, I had two, they both broke.
do u have ur own tv?: no!
Do YoU tYpE lIkE tHiS?: no
have u ever been so sad that u couldnt sleep?: yes
evolution or creation?: fuck off :]
what age do you act?: anywhere between 12 and 1200
what age do u wish u were?: 16 (yes, I am actually, in fact, for real, 16. holy crap!)
have u ever taken an IQ test?: yes
what were the results?: high.
have u ever been to a Renaissance fair?: yes
do u wear boxers?: not really
do u wear dresses?: once or twice
can u roll ur tongue?: yes
can u make it a clover?: yes
flip it upside down?: no
ever been stung by a bee?: twice
live forever or die tomorrow?: I couldn't tell you.
what do u say when u stub ur toe?: "ow" or nothing.
do ur eyes change color?: yes
what language r u learning if any?: I know bits and pieces of a few different languages but I'm going to be studying Spanish next year.
what language would u like to speak?: German, Italian, French, Japanese
how many states have u been to?: a few
do u live for the moment or for the future?: Agonizingly, with lots of attention to detail.
are u a deep sleeper?: When I can finally fucking sleep, yeah.
do u have ur own bank account?: Yes. It has about 2 dollars left.
do u share a room with anyone?: No.
do u sleep with the lights on?: Not usually, but it happens.
will u go to ur prom?: I don't know yet.
half empty of half full?: half. Just half. Half of a whole.
is sex an uncomfortable topic for u?: No. I don't like to discuss it face to face/over the phone but behind a computer screen I don't give a damn.
are u good at arguing ur point?: yes
do u listen to techno?: a little bit
do u have any bad habits?: yep
do u swear?: not in front of family, teachers (if they overhear it, I can't really help that), or other figures that I respect (not including the people I do swear around and respect at the same time).
do u like to take walks in the rain?: sometimes.