Whinge

[cherriesat7_11]

I want to be:

- less of an asshole
- more interesting
- healthy
- accomplished
- less inhibited
- more active
- more organized
- happier
- less anxiety-prone
- a better photographer
- a more varied artist
- a better writer
- disciplined
- proud of myself
- more creative
- less pitied

I'm sick of all the shit I do, all my mental garbage, all my physical baggage, all my self-abuse.

I am a terrible person.
This is never who I wanted to be. 
Fuck.