hey Yuni~ omg. Your comment made me.... speechless too. *hugs*
I guessed this fic really made you... pondered alot and feel alot ne. *pats*
But well, frankly speaking, actually whenever I tried to pen down a fic, all those feelings that I made the characters felt and all are from me, come from myself. I myself felt that way at that particular moment thats why I wrote it down like this.
And like I said before, I believed a lot in Fate so to me, in life, everything is fated. and I hate uncertainty. It kills me. It kills people. Especially when love is uncertain, its the worst.
Nope, its totally alright. I love your comment. It made me think hard about what I wrote for my fic too. I'm glad that at least... there is someone out there who shares the same thought as me and can appreciate what I wrote in there. Just that I din know that I would make you feel this way.. *hugs* gomen ne.
Yeah I still remember. I remember you told me before that title means alot to you. But honestly, this title was written at the last min. I finished the whole fic and I still couldnt come out with a nice title and then I thought of it. Its supposed to be a well-kept letter where Kame keeps his secret so yeah, here goes the title.
this title bears many sides. Some can interpret it as deep and hurtful, while some may have interpreted it as cheeky while others also have other thinking for it.
But you telling me that just by reading the title, you feel like you're "near" to them is kinda new for me. What do you mean by "near" ne? ^^"
I'm sure you can do the same. I'm not as fantastic as you thought. Haha. ^^" But thanks for the compliment. I'm really happy that you like my fics so much. But actually, I'm really not that great, since not many read my fic, even if they read, they wont appreciate by leaving a simple comment or whatsoever. Thats why I keep saying its hurtful to stay in this writing fandom. Some people out there dun treat everyone fair and square, thats what upset me.
No~ every comment, every word you readers left for me are equally important to me, I treasure all the comments and your feelings. So thank you very much for telling me how you feel and thought of it so truthfully. I appreciated it. *hugs*
Yup. But more to the first part. you know the reason why my feeling change in part 2, right?hehe *grins*
I can understand your feeling. When I write something, I feel like I'm that person.How I will react when that happen to me. What I'm going to say. What I'm going to do. Hehe
Yup. I don't know what happen to Kame if that happened to him. Living in uncertainty is tired. T_T
It's okay. I don't know why. It's up to you whether you want to believe it or not. I don't mind whether you want to laugh or call me stupid. It's very rare for me to have favourite author because I will read random fics. Favourite here mean, I will read their fics and think about it.Have special feeling about it. And you are one of them. Don't ask me why because I don't know the reason until now. It just happen. Maybe it start from you posted your multichapter. I saw it in akame comm but sorry, until now i don't have time to read it. It's a long fic so I need more time for it. So, whether you write bad or good fic, i will still read that. And don't worry, i will tell the truth. What I write here is from my heart.hehe
'near'? Hmm...I feel like I watch a movie. the fic is the movie. I watch every single movement about them. for me, the main word in the title is Secret. Everyone have their own secret. something good or bad. something important or not. whether you want to share or keep it by yourself. is it a burden or not. see, just by a word, I will connect to so many things. That's what I mean by 'near'. hehe
people said, readers around 2007-2008 is more nice to the authors. mean, they will leave comment and give honest words. But during that time, I still don't know the existence of fanfic. Hehe...authors and their readers have strong bond. I wish I can be part of it. Like there are 'connection' between two party. hehe...
Na.. I understand what you mean. I read random fics from random authors too. Haha.. but honestly, I prefer the authors from olden days.. heck, I even prefer the fics from the past. Its way better than a lot out there nowadays. The writing fandom is getting out of hand now. :\
Ahh I think its the chemistry between us then. Like you just get to read any of my fics and you're attracted, that kind of feeling? Haha. But thank you very much for everything ne... :)
Ah yeah... my first fic WFL right? Hahaha. Yes, its indeed long. ^^" Blah. haha. No problem, take your time for it.
YES! I love that. I mean whether did I write good or bad, I hope to see honest opinions! :D So yeah, please just state your mind on whatever comment you're giving. Hehe~
Hmm.. like I mentioned... both the authors and readers from the older time like around 2007-2008 are indeed way better than those now. Seriously. I mean they treat everyone equally and all and there's nothing that can strain the relationship. But now... *sigh*
I guessed this fic really made you... pondered alot and feel alot ne. *pats*
But well, frankly speaking, actually whenever I tried to pen down a fic, all those feelings that I made the characters felt and all are from me, come from myself. I myself felt that way at that particular moment thats why I wrote it down like this.
And like I said before, I believed a lot in Fate so to me, in life, everything is fated. and I hate uncertainty. It kills me. It kills people. Especially when love is uncertain, its the worst.
Nope, its totally alright. I love your comment. It made me think hard about what I wrote for my fic too. I'm glad that at least... there is someone out there who shares the same thought as me and can appreciate what I wrote in there. Just that I din know that I would make you feel this way.. *hugs* gomen ne.
Yeah I still remember. I remember you told me before that title means alot to you. But honestly, this title was written at the last min. I finished the whole fic and I still couldnt come out with a nice title and then I thought of it. Its supposed to be a well-kept letter where Kame keeps his secret so yeah, here goes the title.
this title bears many sides. Some can interpret it as deep and hurtful, while some may have interpreted it as cheeky while others also have other thinking for it.
But you telling me that just by reading the title, you feel like you're "near" to them is kinda new for me. What do you mean by "near" ne? ^^"
I'm sure you can do the same. I'm not as fantastic as you thought. Haha. ^^" But thanks for the compliment. I'm really happy that you like my fics so much. But actually, I'm really not that great, since not many read my fic, even if they read, they wont appreciate by leaving a simple comment or whatsoever. Thats why I keep saying its hurtful to stay in this writing fandom. Some people out there dun treat everyone fair and square, thats what upset me.
No~ every comment, every word you readers left for me are equally important to me, I treasure all the comments and your feelings. So thank you very much for telling me how you feel and thought of it so truthfully. I appreciated it. *hugs*
Opps. I wrote a long chunk of words too. Heh.
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LOL...my comment is just random words.hehe
Yup. But more to the first part. you know the reason why my feeling change in part 2, right?hehe *grins*
I can understand your feeling. When I write something, I feel like I'm that person.How I will react when that happen to me. What I'm going to say. What I'm going to do. Hehe
Yup. I don't know what happen to Kame if that happened to him. Living in uncertainty is tired. T_T
It's okay. I don't know why. It's up to you whether you want to believe it or not. I don't mind whether you want to laugh or call me stupid. It's very rare for me to have favourite author because I will read random fics. Favourite here mean, I will read their fics and think about it.Have special feeling about it. And you are one of them. Don't ask me why because I don't know the reason until now. It just happen. Maybe it start from you posted your multichapter. I saw it in akame comm but sorry, until now i don't have time to read it. It's a long fic so I need more time for it. So, whether you write bad or good fic, i will still read that. And don't worry, i will tell the truth. What I write here is from my heart.hehe
'near'? Hmm...I feel like I watch a movie. the fic is the movie. I watch every single movement about them. for me, the main word in the title is Secret. Everyone have their own secret. something good or bad. something important or not. whether you want to share or keep it by yourself. is it a burden or not. see, just by a word, I will connect to so many things. That's what I mean by 'near'. hehe
people said, readers around 2007-2008 is more nice to the authors. mean, they will leave comment and give honest words. But during that time, I still don't know the existence of fanfic. Hehe...authors and their readers have strong bond. I wish I can be part of it. Like there are 'connection' between two party. hehe...
so, we are same.
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Ahh I think its the chemistry between us then. Like you just get to read any of my fics and you're attracted, that kind of feeling? Haha. But thank you very much for everything ne... :)
Ah yeah... my first fic WFL right? Hahaha. Yes, its indeed long. ^^" Blah. haha. No problem, take your time for it.
YES! I love that. I mean whether did I write good or bad, I hope to see honest opinions! :D So yeah, please just state your mind on whatever comment you're giving. Hehe~
Hmm.. like I mentioned... both the authors and readers from the older time like around 2007-2008 are indeed way better than those now. Seriously. I mean they treat everyone equally and all and there's nothing that can strain the relationship. But now... *sigh*
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