awww... although i hate the feeling of pain... but.. its like inevitable, ne?
ehh... whatever I need to vent, were all done. I already got over this very long ago. Hahaha.. just that I duno why I got the urge to write this down as a fic.. I also thought of posting this only after I finish WFL, that is like wow, super long later. LOL! And I couldnt fight the urge to post it like now.. so.. ^^"
oh.. i see... i thought it was your... bf. haha... *pats* well yeah... i have been through the years of faking a smile and everything, eventually I already got tired. So... but by the time I 'woke up', its like I had already wasted so much time.
hmm... i remembered at that time I was quite stubborn and strong-headed, so i din tell anyone but i guess i failed in hiding every emotions in the end, so a few of my frenz which are also our common frenz comforted and "forced" me to become natural again... because I practically changed after that incident. And it wasnt nice at all.
Sure.. but well... haha.. i only stepped into here like one year plus ago and that was when everything had been cool.. so... but thank you~~! =D *hugz*
it's okay.. see that felt good right? to say what you feel here instead of just hiding... being cold and being fake will really change your personality and almost everything of you. and what your friends told you is true, be natural again :)
Yeah so I am glad that after talking to my bro for once after many years, i finally able to get over it over a night and everything is well for me again now. ^^
haha, i don't want to focus on that love stuff for now.. i have to focus on my studies. and when i graduate college or i'll start working, then i can search for mr.right.. XD
ehh... whatever I need to vent, were all done. I already got over this very long ago. Hahaha.. just that I duno why I got the urge to write this down as a fic.. I also thought of posting this only after I finish WFL, that is like wow, super long later. LOL! And I couldnt fight the urge to post it like now.. so.. ^^"
oh.. i see... i thought it was your... bf. haha... *pats*
well yeah... i have been through the years of faking a smile and everything, eventually I already got tired. So... but by the time I 'woke up', its like I had already wasted so much time.
hmm... i remembered at that time I was quite stubborn and strong-headed, so i din tell anyone but i guess i failed in hiding every emotions in the end, so a few of my frenz which are also our common frenz comforted and "forced" me to become natural again... because I practically changed after that incident. And it wasnt nice at all.
Sure.. but well... haha.. i only stepped into here like one year plus ago and that was when everything had been cool.. so... but thank you~~! =D *hugz*
Yep, I felt great! *hugz*
Gomen for the super long post.. haha! *naggy*
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nite~
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you're very welcome! *hugs*
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Yeah so I am glad that after talking to my bro for once after many years, i finally able to get over it over a night and everything is well for me again now. ^^
*hugz*
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we are still friends even that kind of thing had happened before.. hahaha~
thanks to you that I have been so good too.. :)
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what did i do? haha!
you're the one who made yourself feel better by moving on, and having the courage to talk it out with someone :)
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ehh... i duno... but just talking to you, makes me feel better.. maybe because I let it all out and you listened to them.. haha! *poor you*
<3 thank you!!
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it's okay!! i love helping my friends!! and at least you felt good right? :)
*huggles*
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but if he's the right one, then of course, i will wan him as a lover than friend.. right? hehe...
Yeah, I do.. *hugz* :D
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of course! if you think that he's the right one, then you better choose him, hehe..
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haha.. but oh well.. that time I thought he was the right one too... but... in the end, he's the one who did the most hurtful thing to me too...
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trying eh.... yes...
but maybe not at the moment.. *wink*
how about you? Hahaha..
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