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So I don't want to get married? Is that a good enough reason for him to throw away our entire relationship. It's been a week and I am really getting upset. The neglect is too much. He doesn't care. You won't answer my calls until I try for at least the seventh time. I don't know what to do. I love you. But I can't do this. I can't be in pain for no reason. I want to be in a relationship where I am wanted, needed... where there is passion... where the other person yearns for me, where they feel like they have to see me so bad that they won't be able to sleep if they don't. You don't feel like that. I know. Your actions have shown me. I went for 20 years without you and I was fine. What difference is a lifetime going to make? None.