Women

Feb 17, 2006 16:19

I like how women inform you about details that will probably hurt you. That's so nice of them. Messing with my head.

I don't cry about this crap though, you all should know what I do. I counter attack. People fuck with my head, I fuck back. Every time in history that I have fought back, someone was terribly hurt. I don't want to have to do that, but I don't want to be a doormat for people to walk on.

So you know what I'll do instead? Be by myself. Yes, if you heard that Sarah, I don't want to be with you, nor anyone else. Instead, people can be friends with me, or slightly more than friends, but never completely together. That's when people start getting hurt.

Yeah, I'm staying here. I'm still going to live with Sarah. I'd just rather be by myself. Ever notice that it's when other people enter my life. That's when people start getting hurt. I realize that dealing with these kinds of things is part of life. However, I can fend for myself. Very well. People interupt me.

grmble... That bums me out. Even if it wasn't meant to be hurtful, it was. I don't ever want a reply to this entry either (from sarah, irl). I'll just be more upset. Neither of us want to be upset.
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