Feb 14, 2006 12:24
Couldn't wake up this morning. Was really fucked up. Sarah was late for two classes because of it.
I had this REALLY fucked up dream. I'm pretty good at lucid dreaming, this was one of those that was so crazy that escape was even beyond my grasp. Basically, I lived in this really crazy cool mansion with Sarah. I woke up one day, and felt really sick. The next thing I know, I was tripping like nobodies business. I was running in like, this desert with purple sand. Some people were shooting at me from on top of the dunes.I got shot, then the scenery changed.
I had a gun in my hands, and I was in the same position that one of those dune-snipers was. Except now, it wasn't a desert. It was a really pretty grassland area, but the grass was white. I looked down, and saw someone running. I looked through the guns scope to see who it was. It looked like me, but he looked up at me, and had no face. Without any control, I fired the gun, killing the guy down there that looked like me. The white grass exploded in a blood red color. I ran from it, then found myself in a different scene.
I was back in that mansion... I went to find Sarah, to tell her wtf is going on. My stomach hurted alot. I found her, but she greeted me with a blood curdling scream, and she started running away. I followed her, not knowing wtf is going on. I passed by a mirror... I wasn't me. I was some kind of disgusting monster, with my flesh dangling from my body. My hands were now more like spears, and my shoulder blades seemed to have torn out of my back. I followed her, trying to tell her what happened. I cornered her, then I killed her and ate her.
Next thing I know, different scene. This time it was more like a intermission to a movie than it was anything, with just pictures and audio flashing through my head. I heard someone say "Don't worry, you have 'The Disease'. I've had it too". Saw some streaking lights, some freaky techno music, then all of a sudden it all just turned red with a loud screaming noise. The red slowly changed more into a realistic looking view of the inside of a persons gut, with veins and stuff.
Then, I was at some kind of party. There were alot of people dancing in really formal outfits. Couldn't make out any of their faces. Someone taps on my shoulder, and asks "May I have this dance?". Before turning around, I say "Sure". I turn around, and realize I'm looking at the legs of some horrendously tall person. Must have been over 11 ft tall, but not really muscular. Think like, jack skelington. Their clothing was interesting, with a really pretty slit dress (minus the freakish features), but the top was wearing a tuxedo top. They were so tall I couldn't even see any facial features.
With a gulp, I danced, which was really uncomfortable. Felt like my arms were getting ripped off. I decided to stop the dancing with some conversation. "Hey, so what's your name miss?", "Do I look like a miss to you?". Wasn't a girl, eh?
"I'm sorry. I uh, have been drinking too much. Sir?". "Do I look like a sir to you?". ... Okay, that's annoying. What did I just dance with? "I... I'm confused. What do you want me to call you?" The freakish being laughed, and said "You can call me Lazzaro". Just then, it started screaming, and the limbs all just seemed to bend in half, breaking into pieces. I was covered in blood at that point. Everyone in the room turns around and screams "MURDER!!!"
I woke up next to Sarah in our apartment. "Sarah, Sarah, WTF is going on?!" She leans over, "Oh, you're finally awake!". I explain the dreams. "You have the disease. I had it too. It's okay. It's almost over". Just then, I fall out of the bed and feel some horrible pain. I realized that I was melting to the floor. "It's okay! You'll be okay! It's almost over!". I feel something rumbling inside of me, and feel at it. It feels like my intestines are now snakes, and are traveling under my skin. Some strange shots passed through my eyes before ending it. Vash fighting Wolfwood in trigun, but Vash just gave up and shot himself in the head. Sarah with a tommy gun robbing a bank. Millions of people worshipping me at a gigantic statue in the middle of a city. Then, blackness. I heard "It's over.".
So how's that for a fucked up dream? It felt like it lasted about 9 hours, but in reality it only lasted maybe 1 hour. Sarah didn't make it to one class, and was late to another because of it. It's strange, when I woke up I had this relatively eerie calm feeling going through me.
I should probably attempt to get something accomplished today. Gotta call maintenance, Do laundry, take out trash... Probably should work atleast a little bit on that website too. I'll be around.