we are like the living dead
hmph...so what have i been up to?
Friday
went to the mall with rozzi, max, and cheech. left with max davison to go to his house and get CRUNK ! and i did...i got oh so CRUNK ! savv drove me home around midnite.
Saturday
ok so most of the day i just chilled. didnt do much. then i hung out with nicole. sweetness. then she went home, and vansaghi, max, and cheech picked up me and rozzi from my house. we went driving around...drove vansaghi's sister to her friends house in bumblefuck. she was sitting on my lap, and every time we hit a bump, i swear my balls smashed into the seat. not too fun. but i loveeeee kelllie!!! hahaha chris, you know shes mine! went to chill outside max's. and we did. vansaghi smoked a cigarette...yeah odd huh? then this guy brian came up to us and asked if we wanted to drink. and we did. so we tossed him some bills, and we all drank outta this 2 liter bottle full of vodka. i got pretty happy. then max's friend robbie drove me home around 11:30ish.
Sunday
woke up with a tiny hangover. always fun, right? i took some advil and rested for a few hours. watched a few movies. then, went to band practice. it went pretty well, our first song is almost done. steve is being a douche and is saying he quit, but everyone knows he'll be crawling back tomorrow. after practice, we went to subway. joey gaire and katrina came with. thanks to him for getting my stack and my shit home, cause that DEFINATELY wouldnt have fit in cheech's car. then, we took katrina home, and he dropped me off. he helped me unload. then he left. then, i realized i left my cigs in his car!!!!! so i dont eve get to have my morning cigarette. what tha hell!? then i slept.
Today
who knows? school...then nothing.
just laying on my couch made me think of a lot of things.... spanning the past year and a half... mistakes, possibilities, love, and my overall lack of happiness. theres things i miss, people i miss, and places i miss. and whats worse, when i think of all of this, i get rather annoyed...and then i really get in a bad mood, and i dont want to talk to people. and yet, i spent a little more than an hour on the phone with katie. and frankly, i dont know why i do it. its just gunna make things worse. whatever. it makes her happy (and yes, i know that i shouldnt worry or care if shes happy, but i do). this blows.
ive got pictures to prove i was there,
x j x