i can never tell when anyones telling me the truth ( Read more... )

i don't know how i'm sussposed to feel ( Read more... )

i'm going to have a relapse

i know it

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i fucking love myself

Sometimes I don't know. I know what's good for me, and I can't hold onto it. I lack a simple ounce of effort in my body. I know what I do and do not deserve. Even if i do deserve something I feel guilty and bad about it when it's given to me. Did I ever do something to feel like that? NO, I haven't. I don't have any skeletons in my closet. Maybe ( Read more... )

i love will

I'm on medicine and I'm having mood swings. June 3..... 30 seconds to mars in chicago... and I can't go. I hate concerts but I sooo would of gone to that. I'm missing everything. I miss everything. I don't feel bad anymore about missing stuff though, I don't know why. I'm happy about yesterday. Also last night about 3 am Ashley figured out how to ( Read more... )

haha i forgot Will

my friends will listen to me conplain when i'm in the mood to do nothing but bitch and i'll try to do the same for them. i wouldn't trade them in for anything.

alex. kendall. ashley. sean. christina. eric. monica. cal

i love you

liny, mark, katie HOWAK and some other people

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