Jun 19, 2006 01:01
thursday- me and tiff randomly decide to show up for the new castle graduation. it was the worst mistake i ever made in my life. my luck wyatt would sit right in front of us. after when everyone was hugging and taking pictures wyatt was talking shit about me like always. i hugged jordan. i still like him and yet i hate him so fucking bad. it makes me sick knowing that if he would call me this second to hang out i would be at his house no questions asked. maybe im that desperate to feel loved or at least wanted in some way. but yeah it was hell. i got to see leah tho and she looked so cute. me and tiff met up with courtney and kayla and decided we were gunna go pic up britt and go this party after since there was gunna be free beer and weed. ends up we skip the party and go to the plaza. get blazed out of our minds and hung out with two bikers.
friday- with gacy.
saturday- i picked up tiff and we went to BJs grad party and met up with britt there. everyone there was drunk and it made me sad cuz we couldnt drink since their family was around. so we end up going to the westgate parking lot with matt suise, randy and james. its was lame as fuckk. Liam called and britt told him that i showed her the video he sent me of him jacking off. and he got pissed at me but i thought it was funny. he got over it after she told him not to worry cuz she thought it was huugeee. which it is. anyways we went back to my house smoked weed over at toms pool. went skinny dipping and talked about how much we wanted tom to be are dad but then how much we wanted to fuck him. after we went to my house, watched 3 hours of porn, everyone passed out except mee, so i called Liam and went to bed.