pauley want a cracker?
I wish there was some way to apologize to Ryan for all the "tacoing" that I let Lexa do. She just found it so entertaining..... and I can't deny that I did too.. but I feel bad now. I was looking back again at mine and Ryan's convos.. and it really did seem like I was trying to avoid him.. I was saying one thing and doing another.. I fucked up.
I went to Adam's the other night to make peace but he went all Maury on me.. "you don't know me!" Lol. I just wanna be his friend. Truth is.. I still care about Ryan.. If Adam didn't hate me again.. for whatever reason.. we would've ended up as friends. I truly still think that Ryan is the right guy for me. Too bad I can't go back in time eh? Well.. time to move on and smoke a cigarette for Matt.. do pilates.. shower.. get all pretty.. call Andrew.. and head up to Evergreen for lunch with my poor friends that attend school. Oh yeah.. my mom's looking for info on my GED.. then I'm attending beauty school.. beauty school drop-out! I applied at Old Navy, I'm applying at Hollister, and then I'm gonna apply at Anchor Blue, and Starbucks. Hmph. Maybe I'll get a job. I get the prelude in a month.. or my mom's car.. whatever.. I'm excited. MOVING ON..................
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(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•.*~Chelsi
I went to Adam's the other night to make peace but he went all Maury on me.. "you don't know me!" Lol. I just wanna be his friend. Truth is.. I still care about Ryan.. If Adam didn't hate me again.. for whatever reason.. we would've ended up as friends. I truly still think that Ryan is the right guy for me. Too bad I can't go back in time eh? Well.. time to move on and smoke a cigarette for Matt.. do pilates.. shower.. get all pretty.. call Andrew.. and head up to Evergreen for lunch with my poor friends that attend school. Oh yeah.. my mom's looking for info on my GED.. then I'm attending beauty school.. beauty school drop-out! I applied at Old Navy, I'm applying at Hollister, and then I'm gonna apply at Anchor Blue, and Starbucks. Hmph. Maybe I'll get a job. I get the prelude in a month.. or my mom's car.. whatever.. I'm excited. MOVING ON..................
(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*´
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•.*~Chelsi