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Hmm... Sam went to North Carolina this weekend and should be back on monday or tuesday, i miss him. so yeah last night i went with Shayla to Hans' house, Nick and Chris Laff were there and David Kelly, then Mary came over but she didnt stay long cuz she took shay and i home. Hans and Nick were mad at Shay i guess they think she was flirting too much with david and chris which she wasnt... so it wasnt that fun over there all we did was play cards and it was only me, shay, david, and chris playing b/c hans and nick were acting childish and being all pissy at shayla for somehting she doesnt know shes doing wrong. any who so yea basically last night was boring cuz everyone was mad or not talking. I miss sam. i think i am gonna go call trina then i am going with nycole to the alumni basketball game at mtn. empire high school then i think we are all going to hans' house again if he is not mad so yeah hopefully we will have fun! something that was weird was this empty feeling that i had when i got home from school yesterday, it was when i picked up my phone and began to dial sam's # like i do every day when i get home and then i remembered that he wasnt there and wasnt going to be until mon or tues, yeah i am weird but i just feel lonley and bored and needing someone to talk to.