fuck.
i feel like my life is about to get REALLY stressful. Dear everyone i wasn't there for this summer, i'm sorry guys. i haven't been just like screwing around up here in Athens, like i thought i kinda would, i've been working a ton and TRYING to work out priorities just with life in general. i can't tell you, at this particular point, if i've actually made any progress as far as that goes. what i can tell you is that i miss you guys. DWood, i really do want see your place and have that listening party. Mark, i have been thoroughly enjoying the t-shirt designs and when i finally finish furnishing this apartment you can count on some business from this girl. I am not going to do forty thousand shout outs, but chances are i really would love a visit from any/all of you. and i know you are all busy working people, but if i plan a party i will let you know well in advance. or you can call and say "i'm twenty minutes away and i need somewhere to sleep" cough*BRYAN*cough. but if you come again during finals week i WILL kill you...unless you bring concentration drugs for me. (joke). i'm pretty excited about the return of the lipscomb kids. assuming there is ever a time when i'm not working or doing stuff for class/organizations, there is a lot of catching up to do. ALSO i cannot WAIT to see my french friends. quinton back from montpellier, and andrea coming back from the bubble that is peachtree city.
i LOVE my new roommates a little bit too much. maybe i should buy myself a muzzle because sometimes i can't contain the excitement. there has been a good deal of jumping up and down, crying (/sarah and i just GET each other slash have to cry a lot), and laundry. gotta make mom proud somehow. rebecca made me tunafish today and i can definitely see this neighborhood group cooking therapy working out. usually when i really stop to think about it, or have time to think about it, i'm lost or confused about who my real friends are or who my real "group" of friends is. right now i'm having that moment of "i just really love everyone in my life." friends from sprayberry, i love so much and will not LET slip away from me. my friendship with lauren heflin just transcends everything. i was talking to her about friends, and how you are a different person with all your friends, and that's why i can't just lose friends (ex-boyfriends) without any grief because i'm essentially losing a part of myself as well, a part of my personality, however prominent or subtle. hating your family is hating yourself. because thats the personality most people show most of the time throughout important periods of growth (growing up?). none of these rants or theories are backed by any real knowledge of biology or psychology, its just how i feel, which prob doesn't matter to anyone, but its keeping me sane. i guess what i'm saying is, right now, extremely stressed out and feeling a little LONELY, when i stop to really think about it, i have AMAZING friends that are there for me, even if they are an hour and a half away, or if they live upstairs, or if they live across the street or across town. I'm here for you guys too, you mean the world to me, because you make me who i am.
people who just finished up with ms. lynn, how do you know when you've reached that point on the LRAC where you are adding input and output is decreasing? is it the moment marginal cost reaches marginal benefit, or the moment marginal cost exceeds marginal benefits that you cut your losses and give the whole damn thing up? i feel the need for an emotional economics review.
yeah yeah, i'm sappy tonight. :P
All the time...
i LOVE my new roommates a little bit too much. maybe i should buy myself a muzzle because sometimes i can't contain the excitement. there has been a good deal of jumping up and down, crying (/sarah and i just GET each other slash have to cry a lot), and laundry. gotta make mom proud somehow. rebecca made me tunafish today and i can definitely see this neighborhood group cooking therapy working out. usually when i really stop to think about it, or have time to think about it, i'm lost or confused about who my real friends are or who my real "group" of friends is. right now i'm having that moment of "i just really love everyone in my life." friends from sprayberry, i love so much and will not LET slip away from me. my friendship with lauren heflin just transcends everything. i was talking to her about friends, and how you are a different person with all your friends, and that's why i can't just lose friends (ex-boyfriends) without any grief because i'm essentially losing a part of myself as well, a part of my personality, however prominent or subtle. hating your family is hating yourself. because thats the personality most people show most of the time throughout important periods of growth (growing up?). none of these rants or theories are backed by any real knowledge of biology or psychology, its just how i feel, which prob doesn't matter to anyone, but its keeping me sane. i guess what i'm saying is, right now, extremely stressed out and feeling a little LONELY, when i stop to really think about it, i have AMAZING friends that are there for me, even if they are an hour and a half away, or if they live upstairs, or if they live across the street or across town. I'm here for you guys too, you mean the world to me, because you make me who i am.
people who just finished up with ms. lynn, how do you know when you've reached that point on the LRAC where you are adding input and output is decreasing? is it the moment marginal cost reaches marginal benefit, or the moment marginal cost exceeds marginal benefits that you cut your losses and give the whole damn thing up? i feel the need for an emotional economics review.
yeah yeah, i'm sappy tonight. :P
All the time...