No one really knows how I feel. I assume people think I'm getting better, but the truth is, I'm just learning how to hide my emotions better. For example, I go to the bathroom to cry at work. Wipe my eyes, go back to my station and put on a smile. Today a girl noticed I had been crying. I guess my eyes were red or something. Of course I denied it ( Read more... )

Lately I've been having this overwhelming feeling that God hates me. I've been having these terrible thoughts against God that I can't control like, "I hate God" or "Forget God". I really, really don't mean it but these thoughts have been plaguing me for a long time. God knows my every thought, which scares me to death. I'm never at peace because ( Read more... )