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I've been working a lot the past couple of days. Tuesday,
Thursday, and Friday. I need to keep steadily getting hours as well,
because I'm going to start saving money for college now, starting next
week. Mom said that the savings account she has for me only takes money
in $50^ increments, so if I give her $25 she'll match it. I've
been thinking about a new school as well. Pitt will always be on my
mind, but Robert Morris University sounds nice as well. My mom's
boss is related to the person who does the financial aid there, so
maybe it'll work out to my benefit moreso than Pitt would, even though
it's more expensive. My dad still doesn't seem to think that I'm going
to be able to go to one of these schools. For a while he kept
trying to push Waynesburg down my throat. Um, hello, theres no way in
fuck I'm going there. Then I found out that it's more expensive than he
thought, so now I think he's trying to push the Cal card. Maybe if I
told him that it's a big party school he'd stop thinking about
that. However, he, unlike my mother, agree with me about not
commuting. She seems to think that I'm going to have a car, when I know
I'm not getting one. I really want to be in Pittsburgh though.
I'm so sick of little towns and having nothing to do unless you drive
30 minutes away. However, I would also consider WVU, because it
might be alright. From what I've heard it's nice down there.
I've been trying to be nice to people that I normally wouldn't lately. For instance, this one girl I haven't liked since elementary school was in dire need of a hair-tie in gym, so I gave her one. Not only did she not return it at the end, she came over and asked me for another one the next day. No thanks.
However, some people are just attention sluts, and I don't like dealing with them. They kind of make me sick, actually. Caring so much about what other people think isn't going to get you far in life, and they just don't seem to realize that. I used to care about what everyone thought very much in jr.high, but then I realized that the people I thought were cool and friendship-worthy were actually dumb bitches. Friends aren't supposed to make you worry about yourself 24/7. The small group of friends that I have right now make me happier than any of my friends ever have. I wish I saw Nikai more in school though. I feel like she moved to another country sometimes. haha. However, I know that if I'm ever sad or in a bad mood, to go talk to De, especially when she hasn't slept in a while. hahaha.
Well.. enough ranting. I need to get some cap'n crunch in my system.
I've been trying to be nice to people that I normally wouldn't lately. For instance, this one girl I haven't liked since elementary school was in dire need of a hair-tie in gym, so I gave her one. Not only did she not return it at the end, she came over and asked me for another one the next day. No thanks.
However, some people are just attention sluts, and I don't like dealing with them. They kind of make me sick, actually. Caring so much about what other people think isn't going to get you far in life, and they just don't seem to realize that. I used to care about what everyone thought very much in jr.high, but then I realized that the people I thought were cool and friendship-worthy were actually dumb bitches. Friends aren't supposed to make you worry about yourself 24/7. The small group of friends that I have right now make me happier than any of my friends ever have. I wish I saw Nikai more in school though. I feel like she moved to another country sometimes. haha. However, I know that if I'm ever sad or in a bad mood, to go talk to De, especially when she hasn't slept in a while. hahaha.
Well.. enough ranting. I need to get some cap'n crunch in my system.