Feeling very happy lately...went off my anti anxiety meds which is scary cause I do feel anxious a lot right now but I'm trying to deal with it...I just spend nights worrying worrying worrying but I'm happy...so hopefully it will ease up ( Read more... )

just had an argument with this guy about my acess on the net...Lucy remember what I said about the staff here yesterday...they went and double booked the computer...though there are about 20 of the machines....so I got the shits and decided I needed food...came to the food court and theres a million machines here with messanger aswell ( Read more... )

Not in the greatest mood, feel very stressed from this past couple of weeks with trying to move and some other dramas.Just want to be moved and settled and everything to calm down.

aw Im proud of Emily, she used to potty all day yesterday untill she got ready for bed, then straight back out of nappies today and has been using it ever since.I have been rewarding her with chocolate but today only little bits and will go off tomorrow...but I don't even have to be around her, she just goes and does it then runs up to me and we go ( Read more... )

Isn't Darren great...poor guy can't iron his own uniform so he gets me up at 6am to do it for him...its actually cold...brr rugged up ( Read more... )

I really need to update ( Read more... )

Oh but give Mum and her obsession with clothes a good point...she bought this lovely dress in London and I thinks its perfect for the wedding...only need to drop one dress sz for it aswell which is doable...will start dieting and still look around but its something I would pick out aswell which saves a heap of dosh.Just buy Darren a suit and new ( Read more... )

Darren will be back in about ten minutes...Ciara had a ball...really good time and she loved her discman...I love making her happy, more then Emily, I feel that not being a biological parent I need to work harder then Darren or Heidi, they automatically get rewards of being parents but I'm usually in limbo land of where I stand ( Read more... )

About tomorrow, please bring your own drinks, anyone has eskies they could bring for keeping drinks cold downstairs...I've got to find ours.

If your sleeping, bring a blanket...Im not too sure how many doonas there are to go around and it was cold last night.Should be right for everything else.

WHAT A FUCKER OF A DAY ( Read more... )