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Tonight is the first night I ever cried, when it comes to graduating and leaving, etc. After the last pep rally and graduation there was nothing at all in my tear ducts. I couldn't cry if I tried. But tonight when I got into my room after chilling with my dad, probably the last time in awhile that we'll have one of our talks, I just burst out crying, it all finally hit me and the tears started a' flowin. I guess it all had to come out at some point. It's just like, wow, I'm moving for good in day. It's finally here.
So now here's when this entry will get kinda corny, but I had a "moment" lol.
I went out on my balcony at my dad's house a few minutes ago to just go out there for one more time, and it was unbelievably peaceful out there. The sky is clear and there's a full moon that lights up the lake and the palm trees and our back yard. And it's completely silent except for "nature" (haha). It was refreshing to just sit down, close my eyes, and just breathe and relax for a few minutes, and listen to the noises of the night. It was one of those little aspects in life people always tell you to appreciate. That small moment there did wonders to lessen the uneasiness I was feeling, and felt journal worthy.
wooohooo new chapter in life cliche woooo!
So now here's when this entry will get kinda corny, but I had a "moment" lol.
I went out on my balcony at my dad's house a few minutes ago to just go out there for one more time, and it was unbelievably peaceful out there. The sky is clear and there's a full moon that lights up the lake and the palm trees and our back yard. And it's completely silent except for "nature" (haha). It was refreshing to just sit down, close my eyes, and just breathe and relax for a few minutes, and listen to the noises of the night. It was one of those little aspects in life people always tell you to appreciate. That small moment there did wonders to lessen the uneasiness I was feeling, and felt journal worthy.
wooohooo new chapter in life cliche woooo!