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It's 1pm here and im still in my jamma's i dont wanna get dressed i dont want to do anything really.
i wanna go up to the hill, i wanna escape from this house the tension in here these days is unbearable noone is talking to anyone mom and dad constantly fight, yesterday it was over my brother running up the hall to his bedroom dad caused a huge fight over it he blames his pills but im not sure what it is.
mom is so busy with dad and brothers she doesnt have time to be a mom to me anymore she doesnt see how much im hurting at the minute i actually feel worthless everyone seems to have someone anne has her pick of men and women, lei has brian and other guys always want her me i have noone.
everyone says im a great friend everyone wants to be my mate but i would love for once someone to want me more than just a friend someone would want me to love me to hold me to be with me i dont think im a bad person yet i feel like im always made to suffer.
i wanna go up to the hill, i wanna escape from this house the tension in here these days is unbearable noone is talking to anyone mom and dad constantly fight, yesterday it was over my brother running up the hall to his bedroom dad caused a huge fight over it he blames his pills but im not sure what it is.
mom is so busy with dad and brothers she doesnt have time to be a mom to me anymore she doesnt see how much im hurting at the minute i actually feel worthless everyone seems to have someone anne has her pick of men and women, lei has brian and other guys always want her me i have noone.
everyone says im a great friend everyone wants to be my mate but i would love for once someone to want me more than just a friend someone would want me to love me to hold me to be with me i dont think im a bad person yet i feel like im always made to suffer.