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Tomorrow is the memorial and everyone keeps asking me if I am going to be able to do my speech tomorrow. That's not even a question. I AM doing the speech. She was my Mother and since no one eles that was really close to her (i.e brother, mother, father, husband) can stop crying to do it I know that just gives me another boost to go up there and ( Read more... )
There is no answer that will ever jusitify why it happened....til this day, I still wonder the same question sometimes...Chelsea its so hard, and thats why when I heard about what happened I broke down and cried my eyes out, because I have once felt the emptiness you feel inside. Its going to be hard chels, but in those hard times I want you to come over and talk with me and cry on my shoulder...I'm moving out in to an apartment next friday so if you ever need a place to crash, you're more than welcome.
You will get through this and you will come out a stronger person...because really, if you can handle the hurt of losing a loved one, you can handle anything else that life throws at you...
I'm not sure if you believe in God or not, but if you do, you might find comfort in that its not goodbye, its only until enternity...Your mom will be watching over you from heaven every step through life...and when times get hard and you miss her a lot just close your eyes and listen...you'll hear her...her body maybe gone from this earth, but her soul will continue...
i love you and everything will get better in time...just take it one day at a time...keep busy, it helps........and please call me ANY TIME.......day or night, I dont care if its 4 o'clock in the morning..call me if you even just need someone to listen or to cry to...IM HERE FOR YOU
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