Loosing it...
Last night I lost it. Literally.
I guess i've been holding on to my emotions really tight and keeping it all in for far too long becuase a friend of mine called me on the carpet and pushed my "explode like a volcano" button.
After a lot of yelling, shouting, crying, and running off into the dark of the cold halloween night I came home ashamed and broken.
I .... I just don't know what to do. How do you stop loving someone? How do you tone down the passion? How do you let go of a dream?
there are no awnsers to these questions but it's just not possible.
I'm sorry to everyone involved in last night. I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger.
I'm just sorry all over. You guys should just leave me out of your lives, you'd be better off for it.
I guess i've been holding on to my emotions really tight and keeping it all in for far too long becuase a friend of mine called me on the carpet and pushed my "explode like a volcano" button.
After a lot of yelling, shouting, crying, and running off into the dark of the cold halloween night I came home ashamed and broken.
I .... I just don't know what to do. How do you stop loving someone? How do you tone down the passion? How do you let go of a dream?
there are no awnsers to these questions but it's just not possible.
I'm sorry to everyone involved in last night. I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger.
I'm just sorry all over. You guys should just leave me out of your lives, you'd be better off for it.