Why I suck.
Ever have one of those situations when the two most important people in your life pull you in 2 different directions? who do you choose? which way do you go?
You don't want to let either of them down. You try to come up with a compromise but no matter WHAT you do or say someone thinks their getting shafted.
Then that person who you admire and look up to is disappointed in you and they didn't even try to give you a break. You can't be angry at them for not giving you a break becuase their your best friend. Your heart broken becuase their mad at you. Then the OTHER person feels bad becuase you feel bad. Then you feel bad because the OTHER most important person in you life is feeling bad on a night when they should feel great!
Then they both leave... and your alone.. and your upset... and your alone.. and you have no one's shoulder to cry on...
And once again, I'm left with just Jesus. He never leaves... he never blames me or judges me. He never gets irrited and he always forgives me. Even when I don't deserve it.
Why is it so hard to stay faithful to a God who is like that.
Yeah. I suck. I really do. And I'm sorry I do.
You don't want to let either of them down. You try to come up with a compromise but no matter WHAT you do or say someone thinks their getting shafted.
Then that person who you admire and look up to is disappointed in you and they didn't even try to give you a break. You can't be angry at them for not giving you a break becuase their your best friend. Your heart broken becuase their mad at you. Then the OTHER person feels bad becuase you feel bad. Then you feel bad because the OTHER most important person in you life is feeling bad on a night when they should feel great!
Then they both leave... and your alone.. and your upset... and your alone.. and you have no one's shoulder to cry on...
And once again, I'm left with just Jesus. He never leaves... he never blames me or judges me. He never gets irrited and he always forgives me. Even when I don't deserve it.
Why is it so hard to stay faithful to a God who is like that.
Yeah. I suck. I really do. And I'm sorry I do.