interesting summer stuff
my last journal entry i wrote when i was fucking pissed. i'm still angry and have to take care of unfinished business but who knows when that will happen. perhaps i will let him win and forget about him forever, even though i know we can't forget about each other. we've both tried to and it just never works. that fucking dickface.
i'm happy i have such awesome friends to make me feel better. i've been feeling awful lately but my friends are always there for me and make me laugh and they're just the best ever. i've been hanging out with brian, julio, and alyssa lately and they always make me feel good. i can be myself around all of my friends and its good to know that even if im a bit crazy, people still like me.
what an interesing summer i've been having. i've been going to the beach almost every week. i went today and it was refreshing. i've also been joining tamara in swing dancing lessons. i only went like 2 or 3 times but i learned so much in both of them and it will upset me when she ditches me for those damn pennsylvanians. i've also met new and rather interesting people and reunited with people i haven't seen in a long time. p-r is also interesting...too interesting sometimes. this summer certainly has been an exerience. it will suck to go back to school soon. i am not looking forward to it at all.
lol i bought my first box of cigarettes the other day. i didn't get carded...which was nice because if i did i would've felt like an asshole. so i smoked all of them in one sitting then drank a bottle of tequila and had a grand old time. (not really...i bought them for brian and his horrible addicted body). but yeah i still felt badass for buying them lol
YAY my sister is finally finally coming home tomorrow night. we're gonna throw our own private party for her and see if we can get our friend to strip for us for a dollar (not really...er maybe). lol i can't wait to see her again. i miss her dearly and it feels like she's been gone forever. my mom says she forgets what her youngest daughter looks like. she doesnt belong in NC and needs to come home like now.
i'm happy i have such awesome friends to make me feel better. i've been feeling awful lately but my friends are always there for me and make me laugh and they're just the best ever. i've been hanging out with brian, julio, and alyssa lately and they always make me feel good. i can be myself around all of my friends and its good to know that even if im a bit crazy, people still like me.
what an interesing summer i've been having. i've been going to the beach almost every week. i went today and it was refreshing. i've also been joining tamara in swing dancing lessons. i only went like 2 or 3 times but i learned so much in both of them and it will upset me when she ditches me for those damn pennsylvanians. i've also met new and rather interesting people and reunited with people i haven't seen in a long time. p-r is also interesting...too interesting sometimes. this summer certainly has been an exerience. it will suck to go back to school soon. i am not looking forward to it at all.
lol i bought my first box of cigarettes the other day. i didn't get carded...which was nice because if i did i would've felt like an asshole. so i smoked all of them in one sitting then drank a bottle of tequila and had a grand old time. (not really...i bought them for brian and his horrible addicted body). but yeah i still felt badass for buying them lol
YAY my sister is finally finally coming home tomorrow night. we're gonna throw our own private party for her and see if we can get our friend to strip for us for a dollar (not really...er maybe). lol i can't wait to see her again. i miss her dearly and it feels like she's been gone forever. my mom says she forgets what her youngest daughter looks like. she doesnt belong in NC and needs to come home like now.